Tabboo

Chapter 8. Feelings

Feelings

The next days were quite busy. Mew with his interviews. Though Tae asked him to join in the business but he held up his offer for a while. 

Gulf and his hectic schedule. There were days when he was half asleep at breakfast table munching in sleep before rushing to his duty. And somedays he use to leisurely sip his coffee while everyone running to leave. 

Zee was busy in his exams week. Late night studies and Mew took care of his meals. He would feed him while dicscussing a topic. Or make sure he is sleeping comfortably while studying. 

Tae was preparing to expand his business and he seriously needed Mew with him so finally Mew surrendered. He quit the idea of joining any other company.

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Mew had just taken bath and he was wearing his sweat pants only, rubbing his hair with towel. 

"Hi handsome". He jolted a bit but smiled as Zee backhug him. 

"You are back. How was your last exam". He softly pulled himself from his hug not to offend him. As Gulf told him to just give him some margin. May be he is just infatuated. And it will pass soon.

"Exam was great as always. Was out with friends". Zee refused to let him go. Clinging more into him.

"Zee. I have just taken bath. And you smell alcohol. Go take bath". 

"But you smell so good Phi. Its more intoxicating that alcohol". Zee inhaled his sweet scent at his neck moving his hands on his broad bare shoulders.

Mew flinched a bit at the touch. 

He turned to him. And those expressions stir his stomach upside down.

It wasnt how his Brother was. Zee had those bright shining eyes always planning for some new tease. 

But this time... It was something else.  

His face screamed love. His eyes spoke desire. The hungry feelings. 

"Baby". Mew cupped his face but back off as soon as he lifted his eyes to meet him. 

"Zee... Baby". 

"Shhushhh Phi. Let me see you. Like this. For a moment". Zee spoke and Mew felt his throat on fire. 

It is wrong it is wrong. 

He was chanting in his mind but why can't he stop those lingering fingers tracing the patterns on his chest? Why cant he tear his gaze from him? Why does it tingles under his skin. 

"Hmmm. You are so butter soft Phi". Zee grazed his fingers from those veiny hands to his firm arms, holding his biceps a bit and looping around his neck. He attached their foreheads together guiding Mew to hold him round his waist. 

"Hmmmm. Its better now". He murmured in a low voice. Mew was feeling chills pass through him. And he didnt even feel like that when he was with Sing. 

He was confused. Denying everything Zee was doing to him. But he failed to reject those touches.  

"Why are you doing this to me Zee"? Mew whispered helplessly. 

Zee smiled a bit. He knew its not easy for Mew to accept what's going on. It was a one sided deal.. So far. So he was patient enough to wait.

"What am i doing Phi"? He queried racking the small hairs at his nape. Pulling him bit close. He could feel their breaths mingle together. He had not planned for it. But he couldnt resist Mew. Especially when he was half naked.