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Chapter 13. Holding Each Other

Holding Each Other

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Zee took Mew to his bedroom and hug him tight as soon as the door was shut locked. He peppered his face with kisses sobbing silently. Mew hug him back. He could relate to his pain. He let him cry for once. He was standing in the middle of the room, holding him tight. He was waiting for him to relax before he let him go.

"You know how scared i was when you left us like that. Who leaves like this Phi? What if something happened to you? You were just discharged from hospital, not strong enough to even stand. And you opted to leave, in the middle of the night, to the other corner of the city. 

Couldnt you just tell me? If you wanted some alone time, i would have taken you there. But at least i wouldn't be worried. Two days Phi. Do you even realise how we all felt? Phi'Tae kept crying for two days. He didnt eat anything. Gulf had to give him medicines to sleep. 

And me? Have you thought about me? How would I have felt with your disappearance? I just had you a day before and then you left me. How could you do this to me Phi". Zee was crying out, pulling his shirt in his fists like a little child. 

Mew understood everything. He could relate. He would be devastated too if he was in his shoes. But he had no option at that time. He could bear anything but the hatred of his Phi. He couldnt stand listening to what he said. He didnt feel himself deserving enough to stay there. 

Yes he wanted a time alone. But it was horrible. He remembered the moment he entered his apartment. He just went to the balcony to sit under the stars. He was talking to the picture he held. The only thing he picked..

He remembered he recalled all his memories sitting there for God knows how long till he fell asleep. Or may be unconscious. 

He woke up to a bright day. Not feeling to eat anything. He had no stamina to even stand up. He drag himself with great difficulty to the washroom. And slumped again on the chair in the balcony. 

Night came again. He spent the whole day in a daze. His wound was aching. And he felt cold. May be he caught fever. 

He closed his eyes and the next time he opened his eyes, he was in the hospital, with Tae holding his hands.

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He was rubbing circles on Zee's back trying to soothe him.

"Am sorry Zee. I am sorry to leave you all. But i had no other option. I didnt mean to anger Phi more. I am sorry. I wont leave you ever. I promise". He pulled Zee to face him. Holding his face, wiping his tears he promised him. 

"Come lay down. Take this juice and medicine and sleep now". Zee took him to the bed and made him comfortable. And slipped in the bed next to him. He wasnt laying down, instead he was sitting more comfortably looking at Mew. He wanted to feel him. To mend his absence for so many days. 

Mew saw him, he smiled a bit and lift himself up just a bit to put his head on his chest. Wrapping his arm around his waist, letting Zee hold him tight. 

He loved the feeling of his soft fingers running through his hair. He was feeling calm. 

Zee lift his face, pulling his chin, staring into those chocolate orbes before sealing their lips together. He grip his nape to hold him there before tightening his grip around his body. 

He could listen to their hearts beating fast in a rhythm. It was a sweet savouring kiss. Faint sounds of tongues occasionally licking each other. They both were melting. Not wanting to let go.