Tabboo

Chapter 7. Regrets

Regrets

Mew woke up to a throbbing head. He felt someone kicked his head with steel footballs. 

"Shitttt". He tried to stand up only to face another whiplash. 

"Morning Phi'Mew". Gulf came into his room with a tray of juice, fruits and medicine. Followed by Tae and Zee.

"Hi Phi. How you doing". Zee came to him to kiss his cheeks as his routine. Just this time he felt different. The light pink on his cheeks wasnt hidden from Gulf. But he chose to ignore for now.

"Ummm was i bad"? Mew asked taking juice and medicines for hangover. And Gulf giggled. 

"Worst Phi". He added and Mew chuckled sheepishly. 

"Am sorry Phi". Mew held Tae's hands. He simply engulfed him in his arms. Racking his hair. Patting his back. 

"Cry if you want you. But dont waste yourself Mew". He felt his shirt wet in no time. But he gave him all the margin to let out. 

"Its okay. Sometimes its good to let it go". He was comforting him. Mew was sobbing now. But he was listening to what his Phi was saying. He was always there whenever he was alone. 

"Phi why"? His voice was muffled in his chest. 

"Its okay Mew. Some people are not worth it. He wasnt good for you. He was just using you and you know that by now. I know its hard to forget. Four years is a big time to get attach to someone. But just think that he was constantly cheating on you. May be it will help you out". Tae cupped his cheeks wiping his tears gently. 

"He is not worth it Phi'Mew". Gulf patted his shoulder. He was relived that Mew fell out of the trap soon. 

"Yes Phi. Am here with you. You dont need to be sad". Zee chirped in. But no one noticed his tone. Or may be doesnt want to.

"Okay how about you take bath and get fresh and i. Have made breakfast today. So dont delay. Because i wont do the favor daily". Gulf teased and Mew smiled a genuine smile. 

"Just say that you like the food i make. Why being expensive". Mew retorted and everyone laughed.

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Mew was normal. Or did he pretend. But all in all everyone was okay with it. Zee had to go shopping so he drag Mew with him. And currently they were bickering in the middle of the mall deciding which food court they want to go. 

Mew wanted sushi but Zee wanted a hotpot. 

"Hi Babe". Mew instantly fell silent when he heard that voice he use to listen to everyday. The voice that made him fall in love with was now haunting him. 

He held Zee to move but his arm was tug back..

"Oohh. My baby is angry with me". He was forcefully turned back but he didnt look upto him. 

"Look at me Mew. Talk to me baby. We will sort things. Lets go to my place okay. We will have fun. Lets go". Sing tried to pull him but he stood firm on his grounds. 

Zee was holding his other hand. 

"I dont go with strangers. And especially those who disgust me". He pulled his hand out and turned only to be pulled again by his arms. 

"Mew"! Sing said in a bit dominating voice. 

"Shut the fuck up Sing. Dont you dare touch me or raise your voice on me. Try it on your pet. And i told you never mess with me again.