Beauty and the beast

37

"Wait what the fuck you mean you done with me? I thought we was cool." Glock sat there looking confused. Yeah I had stayed the night with him but I thought about it and fuck no I'm not taking him back that easy! Yeah he only got some head but still, he cheated on me and that shit genuinely hurt my feelings. At least the girl looked somewhat like me. No she wasn't chubby like me but at least she was dark skin like me.

When Tig used to cheat on me, he cheated on me with girls that looked nothing like me. Light skin girls, Spanish girls, skinny girls, all that! I've never in my life had self esteem issues, growing up I always knew I was that girl! I have facial features bitches pay for, smooth rich dark skin and an ass that could only be home grown! But seeing him with those girls started doing something to me. He had me tripping. I used to literally sit in the mirror and just examine myself. I used to even ask myself, what am I missing?

What make him run off to girls that look like them? He had me thinking I was flawed or something. I almost let him allow me to start disliking myself. I hated that feeling! I'm never going through that shit again. I don't give a fuck how in love I might be, I gotta love myself first. "I know I may have made it seem like everything cool but no. I'm not getting back with you, you fucking cheated on me! You don't do that to somebody you claim you love."

"That bitch just sucked my dick, that's all! She don't mean shit to me. You acting like I'm in love with the hoe or something." "It don't matterrrr, you letting bitches suck yo dick while you in a relationship!" I shouted back. "What's her name?" "It don't matter what ha name is cause da bitch not important! She just an eater who like to suck dick, that's all I use her fa. I never fucked the bitch or nothing!" He stressed. "Oh really? So what bitches are you fucking? Cause you ain't fucking me." My foot tapped the floor rapidly.

             "Dawg I ain't fucked nobody in a minute." He huffed. "You such a fucking liar! You really want me to believe that shit?" I started raising my voice again. "Fuck I gotta lie fa?" He started getting loud too. "You told me you was handling business. Did you really have shit to do or you really went to see her the whole time?" I felt my heart about to jump out my chest and run out the front door.

             "Makyha I really had shit to do. Like I told you, after I handled my business I was on my way home when she texted me saying she wanted to eat me up. I went over dere and got my dick sucked, nothing more, nothing less." He sighed. I sat there nodding my head not knowing what to say or how to feel. "What you don't believe me? You wanna see the messages? You want me to take you to ha house so she can tell you?" "See the messages?" I craned my neck to the side. "Take me to ha house?" I squinted at him. "No bitch I don't wanna go to her fucking house!" I swung on him, hitting him right in the face.

             "Aye Makyha check this out, I'm not that other nigga ight? Every time you get mad at me you ain't gone keep putting yo hands on me or calling me out my name alright?" He looked at me seriously. "Yeah I can admit when I got mad I called you out yo name too and I'm dead ass wrong for that, so for that I'm sorry. But you gone stop putting yo hands on me cause ion put mine on you, cause if I do I'll be dead ass wrong right?" I just sat there taking his words in.

              Even though I'm mad at him I still apologized because he right. "I'm sorry." I gulped. "We both be in the wrong so we need to learn how to talk shit out better. But ion disrespect you so treat me the same way, real talk." "I understand, you right and again I'm sorry." I nodded, chewing on my bottom lip nervously. "So you just done with me? Over one lil mistake?" I don't wanna be. "All it takes is one little mistake. If I take you back just like that you gone think it's okay to do it again cause you know imma just take you right on back. Shit don't work like that Glock."