Beauty and the beast

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      After almost telling Glock I love him I decided to distance myself like I said. We still talk everyday but I haven't been around him in person much. I somehow found myself thinking about Tig and missing him. I picked my phone up and went to my blocked contacts. Being that I deleted his number and blocked it, it was now a random number on the list. But of course, I know it by heart. I swiped left on the number and unblocked it. I went to the phone icon and started typing the number.

        "No bitch you can't!" I huffed to myself as I deleted the number then sat my phone down. I wasn't and couldn't go back on my word! I had put it on my baby I was done with him and I meant that. I can never go back to him no matter what and I was finally coming to terms with that so why the hell am I sad and missing him? I picked my phone back up and blocked the number again. Unfortunately I'm someone with dangerous attachment and daddy issues.

Marcus
I miss you wyd
Boy...
Come see me
I'm busy today

I rolled my eyes and put my phone on do not disturb. I ain't talked to or heard from Marcus in so long and honestly I haven't been thinking about him. My literal whole focus has been Glock! It's like he got me in a daze. I got up and walked to my closet to find something to wear. Being that I was in a bad mood I was gonna go to the mall, that always make me feel better.

Being that it's the end of January it's still cold and I'm annoyed as hell. Florida weather is so bipolar! It'll finally start getting warm come March. I pulled out a charcoal washed sweatsuit from PLT and put it on. I paired the outfit with some black, castlerock, and rain cloud 9060 New Balances and small black denim Telfar bag. I put everything I needed in it and sprayed some perfume. I let my body wave hair done and combed it out. I revamped my edges and left out my room. I grabbed a hot sausage, ruffles and Lipton green tea from the kitchen and left out the door.

       I walked down the stairs while strolling on Instagram. "Damn so this how I gotta see you now?" Came from behind me. I looked up and turned around seeing Glock. My heart fluttered at the sight of him. Damn I really am in love! "Why you been dodging me?" He walked over to me. "We literally talk everyday, what you mean? And what you doing over here?" "Had to pick up some money from KD, stop tryna change the subject. We talk everyday but ion see you no more. Wassup with dat?"

        "I just been doing orders and hair." I lied and shrugged. I couldn't tell him the real reason, I'm too embarrassed. "Rightttt." He dragged not believing me. "Well what you finna do?" "I was about to go to the mall." "You got a order?" "No I was just in a bad mood and was gone go steal some shit." I shrugged. "Ight come on." He started walking, I didn't even question it, I followed behind him. When we reached his car he opened the passenger door and the door behind it. He closed both doors once I got in and he placed the duffle bag in the backseat.

        "So where we going?" I asked once he got in the car.  "We bout to go to the spot right quick. I need to count this money and put it up. Then we can go somewhere or chill if you want." "Okay that's cool." I nodded. "So you ain't gone tell me what I did?" "Glock I promise you didn't do nothing, I just been busy that's all. I swear." I wanted to tell him that it was me, I'm the problem. "Ight." He nodded and turned on some music. I nodded my head along to the song.

        When we got to "the spot" I opened the door and got out on my own. "You cool?" Glock looked at me like I was crazy while getting the bag from the back. "Yeah, what you mean?" I arched my right brow. "So why you got out the car without me opening it? Do it again and imma make yo ass get back in the car and we gone try it again." He snapped. "Boy you need to stop." I playfully rolled my eyes at him. "Ain't nobody playing with yo hard headed ass."