Beauty and the beast

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Me and Daeshawn have been broken up for almost three weeks now and I'm MISERABLE! I've been so depressed! I just left the mall doing two orders. You know my mind gone, I'm out here stealing on a fucking SUNDAY! When I got to my house I asked one of the dudes that I know if he could help me carry the stuff inside. "Thank you so much Mick." "Fasho." He nodded and left. I closed and locked the door. I dumped all the stuff out and sorted it. I took pictures of the stuff and sent it to the rightful owners.

I went on my messages and seen I still haven't received a call or even a text from Glock. Yeah we not together right now but he'll usually call and text me. This the second day I haven't heard from him and I'm FEELING it! I mean you can't be mad bitch, this what you wanted! You broke up with him remember? "Ughhhh." I groaned as I laid on the floor, feeling myself about to cry again. "Why did I have to fall in love with his stupid ugly ass?" I got up off the floor and walked over to my living room table.

Last week I got mad about Daeshawn cheating on me all over again so I decided to write Marcus and send him some pictures for real. He sent a letter back. I got it yesterday but I never opened it. I picked it up and opened it. I skimmed over the short letter and decided to write him back. I mean why not? I went to my room and grabbed a pen and piece of paper. I went back to the living room and kneeled at the table, writing him back. Writing a whole bunch of sweet nothings that I don't mean.

              I kinda feel bad but at the end of the day, clearly Daeshawn ain't thinking about me so why the fuck am I round here sad, depressed and not eating thinking about him? After I was done writing the letter I grabbed the extra pictures I printed out and put them in the middle of the letter. I slipped some slides on and walked out the door. I walked two doors down and knocked. Three minutes and two knocks later the door opened. "Hey Ms. Wanda I'm sorry, can you mail this for me please?" I held the letter and pictures out. "Yes I got you suga." She took the stuff from my hand.

               "Thank you so much." "Mh hm." She nodded and closed her door. She mailed the last letter for me because I didn't know what the hell I was doing. I walked back in my house and closed the door. I went in the kitchen and grabbed a glass and a bottle of wine from my freezer. I went back to the living room and turned on the tv. I stared at the new flowers that got delivered on Wednesday as promised. This time he wrote on the cards one reason he loves me. It was so cute, I literally almost folded. I went to YouTube and typed in Cardi B be careful. I waited for the advertisement then the song started playing.

             "I wanna get married like the Curry's Steph and Ayesha shit." I started pouring my wine. "But we more like Belly, Tommy and Keshia shit. Gave you TLC you wanna creep and shit, POURED OUT MY WHOLE HEART TO A PIECE OF SHIT!" I started crying while screaming the lyrics. I think I've officially lost my fucking mind! I picked up my phone and seen I had three missed calls and two messages.

                            305-261-7703

Aye man wyd??

Answer da phone!

               I furrowed my brows and paused the music deciding to call the number back. "You must be with a nigga or sum." A familiar voice said through the phone. "Daeshawnnnn!" I squealed through the phone excitedly. "Wassup bae?" "Don't wassup bae me! Who phone you calling me off of? And why haven't I heard from you for three days?" I snapped over exaggerating a little. "I'm in jail." He sighed. "Oh my gosh what?" "Yeah man me and Twon was in the car together when the police got behind us and pulled us over. We had some shit in the car and they booked us. Ain't gone see the judge till Tuesday."

            "Oh my gosh why didn't you call me?" "Man soon as we got in this bitch we got into a fucking fight with some throw away niggas from our hood. We lost phone privileges and shit but I know a couple people in here, they got phones and shit, they letting me hold one. Man I been missing you bad." He sucked his teeth. "I been missing you so much more." His voice flowed through my ears like honey, all the attitude I had melting away. "I was so sad I thought you didn't care about me no more." I sat on the couch with my legs tucked underneath me.