Beauty and the beast

33

"I wasn't gone do this but since a bitch family steady wanna sit on the internet and keep tryna assassinate my character let's do it!" I snapped as I watched the views on my live flood in. "Trayvon, but as the street knew him as Tig, whole family keep getting on social media throwing subliminals at me and shit about not coming around and not going to his funeral the other day. Ain't y'all grieving? How the fuck y'all got time to know who all came to the funeral and gatherings and who didn't?" I looked in the camera confused.

           "I actually asked y'all to leave me the fuck alone but y'all refuse to so let's dance bitch! I got alllll the time today! So his family on social media saying oh no matter what we went through and it don't matter that we not together no more, I should've still came around and showed my love. They saying cause I have a new boyfriend that's why I ain't show up for him but y'all really wanna know why I ain't go to shit or post shit of him?  Y'all wanna know why it ain't a lick of mothafucking sadness in my heart for him?

           I read the screen as some people was telling me fuck them and let them have it. Some people was agreeing with his family and some were arguing about their own opinions. "I didn't do none of the shit I just listed because a couple days after Valentine's Day, Trayvon came to my house and forced his way in. I asked him to leave and he refused. He found out my boyfriend was on the way and he got mad so he beat me up then his pussy ass raped me and on top of THAT, he tried to kill me! THAT'S why I been acting like the bitch never existed."

More people started joining. A bunch of people started commenting shocked faces. "Yeah like come on nie if we gone talk about some shit let's take about some real shit! They got me soooo fucked up. And despite all that, I still sent his momma and grandma nem flowers. Since bitches wanna keep taking shit to the net let's do itttt! His birthday in November but fuck it, imma make it him and his people birthday today on March 2nd. Congratulations I was chilling but bitches asked for it."

"But wait there's more! They wanna keep painting a picture like he was so mothafucking perfect and he was a saint, I bet they won't get on here and tell y'all how he abused me our whole relationship. We started dating when I was fifteen, broke up when I was twenty- two. Y'all do the math on that shit! Yeah it started after my people made me get an abortion. He came to my house and I told him about it and he blamed me then beat the dog shit outta me! Y'all ain't raise no mothafucking saint, hoe y'all raised a BITCH!"

I really didn't wanna take it to this point, I really didn't. But one thing his family not gone keep doing is getting on all they shitty ass social media platforms talking shit about me and making me look like some kinda villain. "And they expect me to be sad over him cause he dead? Bitch FUCK him! I'm happy he dead. I don't know who did it but I wish I was the bitch to do it." I shrugged as one of the comments told me I was dead ass wrong. "And if I'm wrong oh well, meet me in hell bitch."

"If his bitch ass never would've did none of that to me, not gone lie, I probably would've entertained the thought of going to his funeral or being around his people. But like I said PROBABLY, cause we broke up on bad terms! The night we broke up was New Year's Day, bitch a lil after the clock struck twelve! We was out at the club and my now boyfriend was there too. He seen me and sent over bottles, a sign and everything. Reallll trim and P. He ain't care cause I was with my peoples. Tig got mad about it and when we got to his house he jumped on me. I ended up in the hospital whatever whatever."

"When I got out the hospital my stupid ass agreed to go out to eat with him on like an apology date or whatever." I rolled my eyes. "While I'm in the shower this fuck nigga go through my phone seen I was talking to other niggas and jumped on me that night too. I ended up going to jail and that's when I knew I had to stop fucking with him so I did and ain't fucked with em since. That was the beginning of January! You jumping on me bout fucking another nigga but YOU the same bitch fucked hoes all cross my head AND had TWO babies on me!" I held my fingers up.