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I clutched my phone in my hand for long,
Waiting, for you to come online.
I strained my eyes waiting for your texts,
All appeals of slumber I did decline.

Locking unlocking my phone for hours,
Playing games with my heart if i miss you or not.
I hated the way we fought last night,
The anger in me had started to rot.

Whenever my screen radiated with light,
The notification rang like a melodious tune.
My heart started throbbing in my chest,
It felt like the drills of a vast platoon.

Twiddling my thumb, i wrote an apology.
Even though the fault was not mine.
Anxiety held me in the tightest grasp,
I lied to myself saying, "I was fine".

My pillow was soaked, my hands were numb,
When i saw the word 'typing' in green.
My heart was leaping on cloud nine,
But I saw you left me on seen.

I thought of pouring out my heart,
All my agony, grief and rage today
I typed a prolonged paragraph, but then,
I excised it all and just typed 'K'

The torment in my heart had eaten me up,
My eyes were smarting, it blurred my sight.
I bit my lip, clenched my teeth and thought,
Why do we do this everytime we fight?

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