TOXIC (Elizabeth Olsen x G!P OC)

Chp 7. Trying to Be Better

"I love you so much," I said to Lexi as I slid my arms around her waist as she stood at the counter, I pressed a few kisses on her neck. "Good morning."

"What did you do?" She asked me turning her head so she could look at me and I furrowed my eyebrows. "I mean you're being so affectionate right now and you rarely ever do that anymore."

I frowned, feeling my heart ache in my chest. I had been so terrible to her that she thought my showing affection meant I did something wrong.

I shook my head kissing her forehead. "I didn't do anything I just wanted to show you some love," I said though I was mainly doing this now out of guilt I felt for fucking up.

"Mhm okay."

"I love you," I told her again squeezing her waist before tickling her and blowing a raspberry on her neck and she giggled

"I love you too you goof."

"Good, and are you doing something tonight?" I asked while massaging her waist and she shook her head, and I smiled kissing her forehead again. "Alright, so you and me at 8."

"Okay." She said slowly and I smiled kissing her softly, and she smiled against my lips.

"Okay, I have to go, we gotta get some more shit together for the album, but 8 tonight don't forget okay?"

"I won't Jordan." She said and I kissed her again, before letting her go and going out of the kitchen, but stuck my head back inside, and even with her back to me she said. "I won't forget Jordan!"

I smiled and chuckled. "Okay," I said softly and went up the stairs to get dressed. I was really trying to be better for her, I was trying to be more attentive and alert to her wants and needs.

I'm not even gonna lie and say I wasn't tempted this whole time but I've been trying to push everything down just so I can be better, I mean shit I haven't had sex in a month going on two and I know she's punishing me for fucking up and I'm just living with it cause I want to fix this.

Honestly, it was like getting to know her again and it sucks to say because she's my girlfriend I should know her, I should know what she likes and what she doesn't but I'm learning all that shit again.

I pulled on my vans grabbed my glasses putting them on and going downstairs, seeing that she was sitting on the couch in the living room watching TV I stood behind her, slowly bending down and whispering. "Boo."

She jumped up and cat like screech left her mouth I erupted in laughter holding my stomach and she smacked me with a pillow. She's such a scaredy cat.
"You dickhead!" She screeched and I kept laughing. "Get out, go right now." She pointed to the door and I was still laughing as she came over to push me out the door.

"Oh my god- haha, your face!" I said through gasps of laughter and she opened the door pushing me out and I took deep breaths trying to contain myself.

"You're an asshole!" I wiped the tears from my eyes and turned around and she glared at me and I took another breath.

"Oh man, I- geez." I squeezed my stomach and put my hand on her shoulder. "Okay, I'm- I'm sorry- but that was." She just shook her head a small smile on her face, and I finally composed myself. "Alright, I'm sorry. I love you."

She grumbled and I smiled. "I love you too, now go." She gently pushed me away and I took her hands in mine and placed a kiss on her lips, when I pulled away she bit her lip with a smile. "Okay, now go."

I kissed her again before I let her hands go and started to walk to my car, and started my drive to my music label, we had to get an album cover done all the songs had already been recorded the album cover was the last thing to do then a few more things for the tour.