TOXIC (Elizabeth Olsen x G!P OC)

Chp 5. Jordan You Dumbass

"Lex.. ow!" I whined as she yanked at my hair, I was extremely fucking tender headed and this bitch was yanking and pulling like we was fucking or something.

"Shut up." I know she didn't.. who the fuck?

I pulled away from her turning around to look at her, but she just grabbed me by my shoulders and turned me back around and I mugged her though she couldn't see me. Her goddamn man hands.

It had been a month or so since I had been in San Diego and since that night she's been on my dick and I wish I meant that literally but she hasn't, she just won't fucking leave me alone.

I haven't been out of her sight for more than two hours since and this bitch is driving me crazy, I know you probably think why I just ain't break up with her?

And it was cause I love her lil crazy ass, I know I don't ever fucking show it but I love her.

And I don't ever make it seem like I do, to the point where I've had her ask me if I love her and I ain't gonna lie that shit hurt and what made it worse is that I couldn't even answer her.

But honestly, I could tell why she thought it, I never showed her affection, I never told her she was beautiful and she was beautiful I'm just a fucking dumbass. I don't even take her on trips no more no more lil extravagant things anymore I just stopped.

And I'm extremely romantic I love doing shit for people I love, I love giving gifts and giving affection.. and now I don't no more.

I really ain't shit.

"Lex," I called softly and heard her let out a soft hum. "I love you," I told her and her hands stopped moving in my hair I slowly turned around seeing tears on her face and my eyes widened in panic. "I'm sorry- I didn't- I was.."

She just pulled me into a hug and I sat there stiffly, I still wasn't a hugger. "Why do you keep hurting me?" She asked me and I frowned, goddamn this girl knew how to make me feel terrible without even trying.

"I'm sorry, I know I keep fucking up, but ima do better." I said though I wasn't sure how long 'do better' shit would last. I'd promised to her before I would do better and I didn't even last 24 hours. "Just know I love you aight? Don't doubt that."

"You need to prove that to me." She said and my frown deepened, and she finally broke from the hug. "Cause right now I don't believe you."

I bit my lip to stop myself from saying some dumb shit and just nodded, and she stood up and walked out of the room and I sighed, I done got myself in some deep shit now.

"Mm, mm, mm." I jumped as I heard Jared's voice and I turned around to see him leaning against the wall a slice of pizza in his hand. "She got a point yo, I mean you say you love then fuck with other bitches." His eyebrows furrowed and I stood up from the floor. "Wouldn't it be easier to just be single?" He asked me and I knew he was right but I would never tell him that.

"Fix things wit ya baby mama before you try and give me relationship advice," I said while walking up the stairs, even if it was true I still loved Lexi and I wasn't ready to let go.

"You know we workin on it!" He yelled at me and I rolled my eyes but chuckled.

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"Why the hell did I let you drag me here?" I asked Jared as we maneuvered our way through the sweaty people to the VIP section, and he laughed.

"Cause you love ass just as much as I do." He grinned and I shook my head but I was shamelessly looking at everyone here.

"Ayyy! We have Jordan Grey in the house tonighttt!" The DJ announced and a little spotlight landed on me internally I groaned but put a smile on my face as I saw some people look my way.