Thoughts Turning to Ink on Paper

Thread

Barely holding on to a thread, 

Trying to keep myself together

I am unraveling

Tumbling in a state of neverending spirals

Pauses here and there for me to get my bearings, 

To take a breath and try to be better

The constant unraveling is worrying

never ending spirals effecting my mentality

My boyfriend is doing the best he can to support me

I'm doing the best I can to keep myself together

Some days are hard, 

And taking proper care of myself is hard

Hoping the tumbling thread stops, 

Ravels itself back up

So I can become less of a mess, 

Healed but with scars, 

Scars that will always be wounds, 

Waiting to reopen again

Some days I fear the thread fully unravelling

Hopefully it'll never come to it