This'll be a short part, but something just happened and I just wanted to write it...
My sister finally shared the words "I love you" with her boyfriend.
And when she told me about it later, she was wondering "why does he love me?! I don't see why anyone would love me."
My jaw definitely dropped to the floor. My sister is musical, beautiful, smart, funny, loyal, and more... My mom was in the room as well and told her that.
I thought to myself, "everyone is lovable! and especially my sister is! just except for me"
(I didn't really care though... I'm very used to my sister getting lots of attention so I guess I belittle myself a lot)
And after I thought that my mom spoke up again, "you both are! you guys are wonderful!"
And that just made me think, because here I was saying everyone was lovable except for me...
I'm still very young so I guess I shouldn't be putting myself down.
But that's how I feel.
I'm always the second choice when it comes to relationships with guys.
{b.b.}
