"Lately I've been in this mood... I wouldn't call it depression, because I still remember happiness.
It has turned into my default mood, when I'm not laughing or crying, I'm just sort of... gloomy.
"I'm annoyed with people.
They take my stuff, even though it's a joke it still annoys me.
They post happy pictures, even though it's good that they're happy it makes me jealous.
They get boyfriends/girlfriends, even though that's an accomplishment, it makes me realize that probably no guy is interested in me or ever will be.
They call me their friends, and even though we hang out, I hide so much about myself from everyone I feel like I have no true friends.
Maybe I don't.
And it makes me even more gloomy... it makes me want to cry.
Loneliness isn't a very great feeling.
I'm capable of happiness, I'm still able to laugh. I try to act happy, and that's why no one knows.
Nobody knows..."
{b.b.}
