Today I learned something new about myself that I've never noticed before...
When I am angry or sad or excited about something that really does make me mad but isn't a real life problem: I am able to move on, I just yell and rant and then life goes on
But if it's a problem with my family or is actually serious: I stay quiet
I think that's one of my "flaws" or whatever, that I'm not able to open up. Nobody knows about me and my problems because I never open up and talk to people about things, I've heard so many times that it's unhealthy but then... I keep doing it. I keep keeping things to myself and I don't communicate and that's one of the reasons I feel like I have no true friends.... because true friends are someone you can open up to right?
It makes my mind hurt to think about it but I know there are many lonely people in this world. This life rant book is for me to let out my thoughts and feelings to let people know that they aren't alone in pain.
This is the one place I can open up
So....
Welcome to my mind?
{b.b.}
