There comes a time in every girl's life when a guy comes along and you start to have feelings for him.
Right now I don't know if my feelings for said guy are love or "just friends"...
Usually when someone says "i don't know" in response to "do you like him?", they're just trying to avoid what they feel: they have a humongous crush!!! But in my reality, I really don't know.
Also, I keep getting mixed signals from him and I cannot find out if he likes me or not. There are many hints that seems like he does, but then again he has many friends that are girls and is an all around nice guy, so is he just being polite?
I've tried to imagine all sorts of situations and ask myself different questions to figure out how I feel, but all my answers are very bipolar to each other... This is what I got=
•when he's gone I don't seem to miss him
•BUT, when I'm around him I love it
•I feel dependent on him
•I keep telling myself I don't like him (does that mean I don't want to like him?)
•I keep imagining having him as a husband in the long run because he's so responsible
•but right now as a teenager I want to live and experience other personalities
•he's not rebellious or adventurous, but he's fun at the same time
•he makes me feel good and special and cared-for
So that's a little bit about "him" and how I feel... And in the end I really don't know.
UGH DO I LIKE HIM OR NOT WHY AM I SO COMPLICATED.
I'm being complicated by just creating this chapter.
...
well I mean I guess this rant book is really just for me to vent, because nobody reads this anyway.
I suppose that's a good thing because my thoughts in here are confusing....
sorry ¿?
but if you did just read this chapter, can you help me out? Gimme some input?
Girl friend to girl friend.
{b.b.}
