Sometimes it's just not okay.
I think part of the reason I don't open up to people with my feelings and the "secret problems of my life" is because so far what I've experienced, all I've received from that is "it's okay" "don't worry" "things will work out"
I mean.... don't get me wrong, kind people like that are the best thing to have in your life.
But sometimes that's just really NOT what I want to hear.I want someone to be able to relate to me! I want someone to say "me too" or "yeah it sucks"
I want someone who shares the exact feelings and knows what it's like and knows that it's not okay...I want someone who is on the same page as me, so that I really know that I'm not alone!
It's just... it's hard for me to find someone like that because I don't talk to anyone about what's going on in my life.It frustrates me badly. ugh.
{b.b.}