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extra chapter one: katsuki's letter ━━━━
MY DEAREST Y/N,
I know the way we parted was rather abrupt, and I know (or at least I assume) you'd want nothing to do with me after my arrest. Honestly, I wouldn't blame you if you threw this letter away as soon as you got it, because honestly why would you want to hear from me after everything?
Anyways, I've had a lot of time to think now that I'm in the very cell I've avoided most of my life, and I've come to a few conclusions (shocking, I know).
Number one is that I don't deserve you or your friendship and anything else you have to offer me. Number two is that I owe you an apology for everything that has happened to you. I know you are grown and I know you can make your own decisions about who and what you want to spend your time with. I apologise for trying to make that decision for you when it came to touya.
What I won't apologise for though, is constantly warning you about the man I've known since my teenage years, I know how he is and what he is capable of, having experienced it myself, and I didn't want you around a man like him. I will admit that part of it was because of my own selfishness, but I wanted to protect you from what he was able to do. I want to know if you now realise what my intentions were when I first warned you.
I also still was catching on stupid shit, with touya, specifically, before I came to the hospital and met you, that's why I was also so against him as well. But I suppose you changed me, in more ways than one at that, and I will always be grateful for that, even though at the end of the day I still ended up in a cell, but I believe I became better, and it's because of your influence, and I suppose my girls made me softer in some ways as well.
Speaking of them, how are my girls? Do they ask about me? Do they miss me? Do me a favour and tell them I miss them and I'll see them soon, but maybe don't mention the fact that I was arrested. And I know what you're thinking right now "how come katsuki's sending orders to tell other people he misses them through me but he won't even tell me he misses me".
Well, that's simply not true y/n, because not a day has gone past where i've missed you more than i can comprehend. You've managed to squirm your way into my heart and mind and now I can't get rid of every thought I've had of you, and honestly, I wouldn't want it any different.
Anyways, this might be selfish of me, but as we've established earlier, I am quite the selfish man, so, when I get out of this shitty place, I hope you'll be waiting for me, and I hope that we'll be able to reconcile and talk about things. Because we clearly need to talk about things.
Other than that, I hope you're good, and I hope you're taking care of yourself. And I hope to get to see you sooner rather than later.
With all my love, Katsuki
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ty for 20k reads on this book, and ty for sticking around until the very end <3
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