High (Phan AU)

Again

Dan moved his body on top of me. I felt his hard on in between my legs as he kissed my neck with his soft lips.
"Mmm" I let the sound escape from my mouth. I felt his smile against my neck.

"Do you want me to suck you, Phil?" Dan asked as he slowly worked his way down my body with his lips.

My heart pounded.
"Yes" I said half whispering.
Dan kissed all around my area before taking my length into his mouth. He wrapped his lips loosely around me and began to bob his head up and down, each time tightening his lips. "Wow" I mouthed.
"Don't stop." I demanded. Dan put his hands on my thighs pushing them to spread them apart to access a different part of me. He lifted my ass in the air so that my front was in his face. He took me in his mouth for a second time. My whole body quivered, Dan sucked so hard and long that I felt my rectum tighten. I was about to cum.
He continued to bob his head wrapping his lips tighter around my cock. At this point it was throbbing.

"Dan please keep going. I'm gonna cum all over you." I moaned. He spat on my dick and rubbed it up and down as fast as he possibly could.

"Daaaannn oh, please, yes, yes, yesssss.." My hips rocked forward as my cum splurged out of me.

"That was fun." Dan said as he came up from me.
He kissed me and fell on top of me.
I wrapped my arm around him bringing him closer to my body.
I exhaled. I was happy and content with the night. I felt his heart beat against my chest, his body was warm. I brought my hand to his face and cupped his left cheek and brought his lips to mine.
"What the hell are you doing to this poor kid?!?!?" I thought to myself.
This was just a hookup and I am treating him like a boyfriend....

I looked over at the only light source in the hotel bedroom, the alarm clock. It was 3:45am, Dan was quiet. The glow of the alarm clock shined on his face. He was asleep next to me, totally naked but completely peaceful.
I laid in the darkness in silence. Listening to Dans steady breathing, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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I woke up the next morning, tangled in bedsheets and in the arms of Dan. I got up and realized that we were both still in fact naked.
I put my face in my hands shaking my head. I was so terribly ashamed of myself, but I didn't regret it. I didn't regret any part of the night. But it was time for Dan to leave.
I got out of bed and found my boxers across the room and pulled them on, along with a blue button down and normal jeans.
I held my breath..
"Morning" I said with almost no emotion in my voice. Dan turned over and let out a groan opening his gorgeous brown eyes. "What the fuck?, no. You're kicking him out. Stop thinking stupid Phil." I shook my head.
I cleared my throat.
"Good morning to you too Phil." Dan said with a smile on his face.

"That voice, that scratchy deep morning voice...NO!" I felt myself go red in the face.
"Yup." I answered,

His face changed as he sat up. It went from smiling eyes to a blank stare. With more emotion hiding behind.
  "Is there something wrong?"
Dan asked, with concern in his voice.
I cleared my throat again and swallowed hard.
"You're leaving. Like soon." I said.

"But I thought we were something Phil, we had sex together. You acted like you liked me the whole fucking night. What the hell is this?!" Dan was yelling. And I hated it. I know that I upset him but it wasn't my problem.

I heard the blood rushing in my head, my heart rate kicked up, I felt my face go red.

"You've never had a casual hook up before?"

Dan tore the blankets off of him exposing his naked body. He scurried all over the hotel bedroom and gathered his clothes. He pulled all of his clothes on in one angry sweep, I put my head down and walked out of the bedroom making sure I didn't look at his face, because if I did I know that I would lose it. Yes, lose it.

I stood in the living room, I gripped the carpet with my toes, bunching it up and down. It was really hard to breathe.
All I heard was Dan thumping his feet against the floor gathering his things that were thrown carelessly on the ground last night. I blinked the tears out of my eyes.
The door flung open, I closed my eyes and looked up at the ceiling.

"Can you at least open the door?" Dan said with his voice cracking. He was obviously crying. I refused to look at his face. I walked towards the door with him following me behind, I turned the lock to the left and opened the door standing beside it so he could freely leave.

Goodbye... I mouthed as I closed the door.