Rebecca Patricia Armstrong, the little angel of her fans finds it hard to juggle between work and personal life... This renowned actress finds herself in trouble once she meets the new producer , Freen Sarocha Chankimha.. and drama unfolds...
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It's been months and everything around me is not the same anymore. Everything reminds me of her and it's never easy to cope with the emptiness I feel within and around me. I have asked myself many a times whether I am ready to forget and forgive. But then those pictures and videos come to my mind. More than that, the guilty face of Freen.
The fact is.. I know why I cannot deal with it. I know why I am not ready to face Freen.
It must be my fault only. I may not be enough. May be I am not enough to satisfy her or to make her happy. May be I was not able to make her feel the passion and desire. I am not strong enough to take care of her. May be she was tired of taking care of me. May be compared to the others she met before, I am not sufficient enough.....
But I am not happy. I know I told her to leave me alone. I know I told her to let me be. But I did not expect that she would disappear that moment itself. Not just from my life. Nam told me that she restricted media from publishing her photos or videos. She does not attend functions. She is not present anywhere, even for Ninety Two's own production programs as well.
That's why I got a shiver through my spine when I got a glimpse of her face from the corner of my eyes. She looked..........
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She looked sad... Her expressive eyes shadowed by some sadness.
I was at the backstage. Taking a picture with Jane, who visited me unexpectedly. It was just for a few seconds and she vanished! I did ask P'Nam and P'Kade when they approached me after some minutes about her. But they never really tell me much...
I lied down on my bed with a deep sigh and took my phone. Just to go through the gallery and then I came to one of my most favourite photos.
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I ran my fingers over that smile.. We were happy... I looked at that gummy smile that used to take my breath away.. Why Freen? Why did you let it happen this way?!
I could feel my eyes welling up once again... I don't know when will it stop hurting me.. When will I again get to feel that I am enough...........
Then there was a notification sound.. Jane just tagged me in a post! I just opened to see the post..
