Guilty | Woosan 18+

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I let him go. He just walked away and I let him go, leave in the night. And there was no way I'd let him walk home all by himself without any damn protection. One of my man would follow him and I will do so too. There was no way I'd just let him leave like that. Fuck this.

He pushed me away again but little did he know that I've noticed his reaction to me. Widened pupils, rising body temperature and a little shiver when he first discovered me.

Well well well. You think you can end the things between us? Little do you know that I can turn into a fucking psycho if I don't get what I want. And I want you.

I shook my head and got into my G-wagon. The one that was brand new and freshly cleaned. The smell of cigarettes wasn't too bad in my car yet one was able to tell that I was a huge smoker.

I told one of my assistants to follow him, which he in fact did.
My people did everything for me since I paid them very well. They were all almost rich because of me. Besides that they'd be stupid to make me angry. There was no way one of them would even risk me getting angry at them.

I sighted and checked on my phone a second time. I smiled remembering that Wooyoung's application for our psychology department suddenly flew in. He surely sent it to us before he met me. Too bad that I now had accepted his offer.

Even though I had barely anything to do with our psychology department, I surely planned on paying it a visit once he'd start working there. It was a coincidence, but I'd use it.

I started the engine, I ignoring the fact that I felt actually very upset. This was our first time seeing each other after everything that had happened these past days. And he simply didn't really want to see me.

It was a shock to me that he was so upset and angry at me. At least that was what I've picked up from his behavior. I wasn't able to read his mind after all.

I let him go again and now I had to pay for that since he was already gone. My head almost hurt from the amount of regret I felt.

It's been a long time since I've really cared about a person the way I cared about him. Actually, I've never felt that way before. There was something new inside me that rose and rose. The feeling got stronger since he left.

And now I did everything to chase him. I would chase him until he'd agree on seeing me again. And that surely wasn't even enough. I wanted him. I wanted his full attention. I wanted his voice, his presence, his smart arguments, his little jokes and his body. Everything all at once.

When I secretly got into his phone with the help of someone that worked for me, I found out that Felix was also trying to contact him again. They even had talked to each other again. And I knew for a fact that Felix wanted to try whatever they had again.

But I wasn't Choi San if that wouldn't have bothered the fuck out of me. Felix was a good guy and maybe he was even better than me, if one really thought about it. But if I wanted something and someone wanted to take it from me, I would get very very angry. And that was now the case.

It wasn't a race or a challenge or a little fight anymore. I had feelings that I couldn't stop and if Felix really wanted to step between us again, fine, but the consequences would be very very hard this time.

"He arrived at home" I heard a voice say. It came from my AirPod that was connected with one of my people's mic. I nodded as if he could hear me but added an "alright" immediately after.

Wooyoung was different. He was different from anyone I had met before. He was so kind and loving yet so powerful and confident. He was just great and I didn't want to give up.

I never gave up before.

"What is your next order?" I heard the voice say right after. My eyes traveled around. The city looked incredible at night. It was so beautiful that I couldn't really focus. I've seen it a million times but still get impressed easily by it.

"Tell me if anyone enters his apartment" I said and then ended the connection not willing to listen to anyone's voice any longer. I wanted quietness now. Quietness and peace, at least for a god damn hour a day.

Do you really think you can simply run away from me, Jung Wooyoung?
You surely don't know me then.

My dearest readers,
I've received so much love from you again!
I wanted to say "thank you" once again. From the bottom of my heart.
I know this chapter is short but I wanted to show you san's perspective again

Sending love~