You were everything...

Chapter 5

I smile. The day went off so fast. I talked to him the whole time and it was amazing. J can't wait for tomorrow. He said he will be there. I am so excited.

I smile all the time and I can't stop. I just can't. I hated it to have no control but I like this kind of no control.

My parents aren't home jet so I shower and myself something to eat. I am tired but in a good way. I am happy, I think. I don't know I didn't felt happy in a long time but I think that's happiness. I love it. I love that feeling and I can't wait to feel that again.

The next morning goes slowly away, why does time always last forever when you are exited for something that will happen and time flashes when you don't want it to. I hate that system.

First break. He's here! I can't wait!

"Hey Cupcake!" He smiles
"Cupcake?" I ask

"Yes cupcake, because your shirt matches your cupcake that you have with you today"

I laugh
"You are crazyyy"
We laugh and then we talk and talk.
He likes hearing to music too. We have the same favourite artist. I can't believe it!!

I smile the whole time we talk and we laugh and I am happy. Yes I am happy I know it.

"So do you have any plans for next break?" I ask

He nods. He has already plans. Isn't going to sit with me. I understand that of course I understand. He has friends to talk to. I mean I don't but who cares. I get silent. I am silent.

He pushes me softly and laughs
"I have plans to sit with you, idiot!"

I look at him and then my smiles grows bigger and bigger.
"Asshole" I whisper.

He looks shocked and says: "Did you just called me an asshole! Cupcake not nice of you!"
I laugh and say: "stop calling me that stupid nickname!"

He smiles and shakes his head.
"I like your nickname"
And then the bell rings. Of course it has to end.

I can't wait for the next break!
I am so exited that I almost run to "our" table. He already sits there. Waiting.

"Cupcake!!" He screams. I start laughing and we hug. Yes we hugged. We really did.
He
Hugged
Me

I can't believe how good it feels to get a hug. I never thought that I needed that. I got a hug the last time when I was little but I needed that. J jut needed a hug from the right person.

"Are you okay, cupcake?"
He asks.
I nod but I don't feel this good anymore. I don't feel good at all. My head hurts and my arms too. What happened in the evening yesterday? I can't remember..I got into my bed and then I.. I slept... Didn't I?