You were everything...

Chapter 6

Good morning, Cupcake

My phone timer is running but I don't care. I stare at the last message I got from him. What a non special message but it means so much to me..I didn't had someone to talk to on a long long time.

Good morning!

He's typing

Did you sleep well?

Nobody asked me that either in a long time.

Yes thanks, you?

Great! I had a great dream.

I smile, what if he dreamed about me? And what if he already likes another girl. What if he just sees me as a friend. What if...

I dreamed about my teacher is coming to my house and ring the bell but the bell isn't a bell it's a calculator and he screams and fly's up to my bed and screams at me. I think now I really hate this teacher!!

I smile while I read that. Really?
And I laugh and I can't stop

Cupcake?

Oh I forgot to reply.

Sorry I was laughing about your dream. I would hate my teacher too if I were you.

I smile. And then I go change my clothes and I am going to be late for school because I never need more time. But now that I texted him and met him everything feels different. I don't know why but it does. And I actually like it.

I need to run to school because I don't have enough time. My complete routine was different this morning..
I normally hate that but today I love it!
I am happy, I think. But my head hurts again. I need to be careful.
I need to stop thinking and I need to focus on school.

"Cupcake?"
We're is he?
I smile and I turn around and there he is.
"Hey!"

"Late today?" He asks
I nod. We walk to our classes.
"Meet you in break"
I smile and I can't wait to see him again.

After my first period I can't really walk. My legs are hurting and I need to go to the toilet to check if I have something on them.
I do into one room and i unbotton my jeans. I just kick them on the floor. And then I see it. I see it. And I scream

I start crying and I scream! What's that. Who did that and why and what?
I never saw that before because in the morning when I change I just do it fast and my head is never really here but now I see it. Now I understand what happened last evening. Now I understand everything... I am not happy..not really... I am just going to the next stage

And I scream again.