the heartbreaker

beat number 18

" with your what ?" I asked immediately in a shocked tone . Mary looked at me with guilt in her eyes then sighed . " Look , I really wanted to tell you but I couldn't ! Please i will explain later but you can never tell what i said now " Mary was saying but I cut her by yelling at Lucas " you knew all the time and you did not tell me ? You knew it ? " . " I wasn't sure of it and I won't sacrifice your friendship with Mary by something that I wasn't sure of !" He said calmly defending himself . I turned to Mary again then said " you are not my friend any more " . I tried to act cool but failed and I sounded horrible . I put my hands on my eyes to cover them while i cry and Mary stood there not understanding what's happening . No one ever fooled me ! I feel so stupid now . Lucas put his hand on my shoulder to comfort me " i'm sorry I didn't tell you ! I'm so sorry " he said and I cried more . I'm a fool ! I never cried over a anyone but this is different . I leave any and every one but no one leaves me . I trusted him but he fooled me . I thought that he really likes me . " Can someone please tell me what's going on ? Is it all because I didn't tell you about me and Sam ? " Mary asked and I opened my mouth to speak then remembered that she do not know that Sam is the same guy I told her about earlier . Lucas was about to object when I cut him off saying " yeah ! I thought you trusted me but now I know that we are not friends as I thought " I said trying my best to act well and she hugged me saying " honey ! I trust you but I swear I couldn't tell you ! We aren't friends , we are sisters " . I hugged her back just to make the situation better so I can ask her about him . Lucas gave me a - what the hell is going on - look . I did not answer but mouthed 'later' .
" so , tell me more about him . Are you two something ? " I asked her faking a smile and acting cool . " Mary was about to go do something is the kitchen !" Lucas replied instead of her . " yeah right ! I have to do the dishes . But I will tell you all about it later " she said and I smiled . She got out of the stable and I turned to glare at Lucas . " why did you do that ?" . " you already know he is just playing ! I mean , why do you wanna hear things that you won't like ?" He said and I huffed . " I should've believed you " I told him rubbing my forehead . " it's not your mistake that he is a great actor " he said then paused to sigh before continue saying " so , what will you do with the picture ? " . " I will not tell him about it . If he knew that I have the picture I will never know his secret " . He let out a deep breath then smiled sadly at me saying " he is a werewolf " . he winked and I rolled my eyes at him which caused him to chuckle . " you have the pleasure to tell me i told you so " . We stood there looking at the horses silently for few minutes till I broke it . " you know that I really liked him , do not you ?" I said nearly whispering " yeah , I know " he said before hugging me " i'm gonna make him pay for it , I swear I will . I leave people but no one ever leaves me" I angrily said and hugged him back crying . I'm not crying because i'm sad , i'm crying because i'm mad . We pulled away and I whipped my tears then smiled saying " I think I should sleep now . We have work tomorrow " . " yeah , I was just leaving . Goodnight " . I entered the house and headed to the kitchen where Mary was doing the dishes . " Lucas is gone ?" She asked once I entered and I nodded my head . Lucas is not here now which means I can ask her about Sam . " so , tell me about the mayor's son !" I said faking a smile and she immediately said " yeah Sam " . " tell me more about him ! " I asked and she looked so out of place . " you can't tell anyone " she said and shock was clear in her eyes . " I can't tell you ! " she said breathing heavily and covering her mouth with her hand " why ?" I asked . " I just can't " . I rolled my eyes and groaned at her saying " so you can tell Lucas but not I ?" . She let out a deep breath then said " I didn't tell Lucas , he found out himself but I really can't tell you . No one was supposed to know it's a secret " . Once she said that I remembered something . When Sam and I were on a date , he told me to keep -us- a secret so it will not cause problems to his father . Now I know he did that because of the other girls he is dating ! Maybe he told her to keep them a secret too . " did he force you to keep it a secret ?" I asked her and she eyed me awkwardly without answering my question . He always seems to force me to do something , but I do not though . " did he ? He told you to keep it a secret , did not he ? " I asked her again but this time she replied asking " why you say -did not- and don't say -didn't- ?" . " don't you try to change the subject ?" I told her between my teeth and she turned and went to her room without even glancing at me . How rude ! I'm not sure of anything in my life more than the fact that Sam controls people ! But why he does not control me ? Maybe because of the ring ? Without thinking twice , i immediately went to my room and grabbed my phone from the nightstand and googled ' paranormal creatures and pink quartz ' but I found nothing . I was about to try something else when I heard a knock on the window . I already knew who is it before knocking . I threw my iphone on the bed and went directly to stand in front the window . I mouthed -go away- and he rolled his eyes mouthing back -open- . I turned and sat back on my bed but he did not move an inch . I acted like I was reading a book while I did not even know which book i'm holding . Is he kidding me ? He thinks he can go out with Mary and billion other girls and still talk to me ? After half an hour I gave up and stormed to the window . " what the hell do you want ?" I screamed once I opened the window . And he rolled his eyes asking " mind to tell me the reason you are so mad ? " . " I want to smash your head in the wall ! Is it blood in your veins or ice ? I do not want to see your face ever in my life again !" I told him closing the window but he stopped me . He entered the room without my permission and sat on the end of my bed . " what happened ? " He asked playing with my phone and I snatched it away from his hand . " well , you can not fool me any more because now I know your dirty little secret " I told him crossing my arms on my chest and he raised his eyebrow . His face expressions suddenly turned to serious ones and I started to fear him . " what do you know ?" He asked but his voice was deeper and more raspy than ever . I managed to clear my throat without making him smell my fear then looked into his eyes " going out with many girls and tell them to keep it a secret because your father is the mayor and blah blah blah " I told him waving my hands dramatically in the air . Thanks god I did not sound afraid ! " while in fact , you just tell them to keep it a secret because you are a bloody womanizer " I continued and he seemed to calm down a bit . he frowned looking at his hand then at me . " I didn't break it yet , did I ? " he asked and I frowned . He took few steps towards me till our foreheads touched . He looked at my hands then smirked . Maybe it's because he did not find the ring " okay Sammy , it seems that i'm not done with you yet so what about shut up and never talk about this with anyone but me ?" He said and I felt his hot breath in my face . Should I act like i'm being controlled ? " sure " I said faking a smile and he smirked wider . " I was starting to think that it doesn't work with you but it seems to be the stupid ring " he said the threw himself on the bed . I'm acting as cool as I could . I will stay with him and see what happens to the other girls who is controlled by him " what about Mary ?" I found myself asking without thinking twice . He looked at my direction and frowned asking " who is Mary ?" I mentally rolled my eyes . " she lives here , you go out with her , right ?" I asked trying to play the innocent girl that does not know anything . " did she tell you that ? I thought i told her to keep it a secret " he asked setting straight on the bed . " no , I saw you together " said i and he sighed and batted on the empty place next to him for me to set . " i'll tell you something but promise me that you will never talk about any girl I go out with again ?" He asked calmly and I objected saying " first tell me why you go out with them " . " sweet cheeks , they are throwing themselves at me ! And don't worry I will stop soon " He said waving his hand in the air sarcastically . " now hear me , stop being paranoid and of course you'll believe me " he said and I nodded as agree . " don't ever feel jealous of them because none of them compares to you plus , you are the only one I love ! "