Obsessed

sixteen | thoughts

June

⚠️Mature Content ahead🤭⚠️

I vowed myself to five years of abstinence, and although my commitment has been successful so far, my body had a mind of its own. Every now and then I'd close the lights, turn on the shower, and stroke myself to the thought of Amirlya.

Yes I know, it was sick. But I had to release my sexual urges somehow. If it wasn't through the means of sex, I'd have to make do with masturbating.

Here I was, 4 A.M in my shower, thinking about how good my cock would feel buried inside her pussy. How desperate I am to destroy her insides and breed her until sh- no—I couldn't handle it anymore.

I imagined her legs wrapped around my waist as I fucked her senselessly. Our eyes would lock while I whispered sweet nothings.

Then I'd flip her over, arching her back and digging her head into the mattress, suffocating her just a little, and then ramming into her without warning.

I sound like a sadist but I can't help it. The things she makes my body do, I've never felt this with another woman.

These thoughts have been ongoing for years.

I've tried fucking other girls, threesomes even. I've tried watching porn, and yet none of them satisfy me.

The thought of Lya alone made me hard.

The thought of her chocking on my cock. The the thought of her pussy oozing out my cum. The thought of her begging me to manhandle her. The thought of her pregnant with my offspring.

It was all too good. I stroke myself faster at my imagination.

One day it'll become reality.

Even though it seems like I have all the authority, Amirlya was oblivious to the fact that she's my weakness, and her power over me is scary.

I want to do things that she probably doesn't know exist.

I curse as her scandalous behavior comes flooding into my memory. I'm reminded of the many times I fought myself from spanking her in front of the whole school.

My mind then goes to her well rounded breasts. How even when she wears sweaters and long sleeves most of the time, they still manage to make me want to slide my third leg in between them.

The way she obeys me, it's like her body is waiting for all nine inches of me to penetrate her. I chuckle, it's weird having a girl that doesn't like you listen to everything you say.

But I haven't told her to do everything I want to say.

Regardless, I know the time will come when I get my way with her. When I stretch every hole in her body. When I make her scream my name at the top of her lungs. When I spit on her face and smack her for being such a whore. When I-

I need to clam down.

The water starts running cold and my legs feel numb. My climax hits and I unload my seed onto the shower floor. Sighing in relief. Some day my kids wont be traveling through the pipes, but instead, down her throat and to her uterus lining. Maybe not today or tomorrow.

But one day it'll become reality.

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Guys this chapter was so awkward to write but I hope yall liked it. This is my first time writing smut so lmk if I did well. Eeekkkkk