Conflicted Heart (Completed)

Eighteen

Yani

I wake up the next morning to soft kisses being placed on the right side of my neck. I squirm a bit as I feel Zane's soft lips against my neck. He better stop that shit before I hop on his dick! Damn! The way Zane turns me on can't even be explained. I don't know why with him I just want him to have his way with me. I open my eyes and I am met with Zane's handsome face.

"Good morning," Zane said.

"Good morning," I said while smiling a bit. Zane leans in and gently pecks my lips.

"So why are you waking me up with neck kisses? You don't know what you were about to start," I teased.

"Oh yeah? I was just trying to see if that's one of your hot spots, looks like it is huh?," Zane teased. I narrow my eyes at Zane as he does the same to me. This man is so damn sexy. It's only going to get harder and harder to sleep in the same bed with him if we make this a regular routine on weekends.

"What are your plans today?," I asked. Zane rests his arm across my stomach and gently caresses my hip. Damn his touch.

"Me and Nia are going to see my mom today.....I want you to come with us," Zane said. My eyes widen in shock; he wants me to meet his mother??

"Zane you want me to meet your mom? Are you sure?," I asked.

"Yes I'm sure. Listen...you know I like you. After last night though, I like you even more just because you accept me for who I am and what I do. I respect that and I appreciate that.....I really want to see what will develop between us, but I'm going to be honest. I haven't done this relationship shit in a while, so I may need your help," Zane said truthfully.

"I can help you Zane that's not a problem. Oh my gosh you really want me to meet your mom? Do you think she will like me? Or is she going to think I look crazy with my tattoos and my piercings? Mmm maybe I should take my piercings out, what do you think?" Zane just looks at me and busts out laughing. I hit his chest playfully and I frown a bit.

"Zane this is serious," I slightly whined.

"You're thinking too much into it. Don't change anything because if I like you the way you are, then so will she. Trust me on that. I just want you to be yourself," Zane said.

"Ok Zane I understand. Oh gosh I'm nervous now!"

"Don't be she is going to like you just fine ok?" I nod my head and Zane kisses my temple. I like how affectionate he is. I kiss his cheek and then I sit up in the bed. I pull the covers off of me and I go into the bathroom. I take out a toothbrush and I start to brush my teeth. As soon as I start to brush my teeth, Zane comes into the bathroom. I look at him through the mirror and he picks up his toothbrush and stands behind me. He puts toothpaste on the toothbrush and starts to brush his teeth while watching me in the mirror. I try to break away from his stare, but I just can't. Once we are done brushing our teeth and rinsing out our mouths with mouthwash, Zane turns me around to face him. I look at him and he grips my waist and I gasp as he sets me on the sink. He rests his hands on my waist and then he leans in and kisses my lips gently. I grab his face and I kiss him passionately. He opens his mouth immediately and I slide my tongue in and he does the same. A few soft moans escape my lips as our tongues wrestle. I love the way he kisses me. I run my hands down his neck and I rest them on his shoulders. Zane pulls me closer to close the gap between us and I wrap my legs around his waist as he stands in between my legs. Zane licks down my neck which sent shivers down my spine. He licks around my neck and I close my eyes in pleasure. He kisses down my chest and his hands roam up my small torso and find their way to my breasts. He squeezes them gently and I moan in pleasure. His hands roam back down my torso and rest on the sink. He kisses back up my neck and pecks my lips three times before pulling away. I open my eyes and I see Zane staring at me.

"What is it?," I asked shyly.

"You're so damn sexy.....fuck," Zane said through a sigh. I bite my bottom lip as I smirk.

"So are you," I said while running my right hand down his left arm.

"Damn but you Yani. You don't even have to try to be sexy and that shit is sexy," Zane said while laughing a bit. I laugh a bit and Zane grabs my waist and sets me down on the floor.

"I hope I didn't cross any lines I just can't keep my hands to myself when I'm around you," Zane said lowly. Ugh this man!! Damn his sexy ass.

"No you didn't cross any lines," I said while smiling a bit. Zane nods his head and wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly.

"I'm going to get Nia up," Zane said while pulling out of the embrace.

"Ok I'm going to take a shower," I said. Zane smirks and I hit his chest playfully. I already know he's a freak and I can't wait until we can be freaky together. He leaves the bathroom and I get everything I need and then I hop in the shower. Once I am all showered, I dry off, lotion my body and I get dressed in skinny jeans and a sweater. I make sure no basically no skin is showing. I slick my hair into a high puff and I put on a bit of natural makeup. I look in the mirror at my appearance at every detail. I hope Zane's mom likes me. I'm so nervous! Once I am dressed, I go out to the bedroom and I see Zane sitting on the bed. He looks me up and down and he smiles and stands up. 

"Why you looking so conservative?," Zane questioned. I put my hand on my hip as I glare at him.

"I want to look nice for your mom alright?," I said.

"You don't have to pretend though. I know you're not conservative. You do have your damn clit pierced don't you? What's conservative about that?," Zane asked while raising his left eyebrow. My cheeks flush in embarrassment. I never told him that, how does he know?!

"H-how do you know that?," I said while stuttering nervously.

"Because I can count. You told me where your other piercings were and you said you had three others. I saw the nipple piercings through your shirt one day, which is sexy as fuck and that leaves one other place....your clit, which is also sexy as fuck. Am I wrong?," Zane said while narrowing his eyes at me. Oh my damn. He's observant I see. I look down in embarrassment and I hear Zane chuckle. He stands up from the bed and walks over to me.

"Don't be embarrassed now. If you're a freak that's your business," Zane said while smirking. Oh it's my business huh? Well I would like to make it his business!!

"Would you like to make it your business?," I said sexily. Don't know where that came from, but hell it's done now. Zane's eyebrows rise as he looks in shock. I giggle and I leave the room. I go to Nia's room and I knock gently. I hear her say "come in" and I see my boo all dressed. She's so adorable.

"Hi gorgeous," I said.

"Hi Yani!," Nia said happily. She walks over to me and hugs me waist tightly and I pick her up and I hug her as I pick up her and I kiss her left cheek as she laughs softly.

"Yani you look pretty as always," Nia said sweetly.

"Oh you're so sweet baby girl thank you. You look cute as always. Want me to do your hair?," I offered.

"Yes can you please? Can you do it like yours?," Nia asked.

"Of course boo." I kiss her cheek one last time before I set her down. We walk to her dresser and I stand behind her and I put her hair into a high puff like mine.

"Can I ask you something Nia?," I asked.

"Sure," Nia said.

"....What do you remember about your mom?" Nia looks at me through the mirror and then frowns a bit and shrugs her shoulders.

"...I don't remember a lot Yani. Did daddy tell you about her?," Nia asked.

"Yes he did....it's sad what happened to her. I'm sorry you lost her when you were so young," I said sympathetically.

"Me too.....I wish I got to know her. I miss her sometimes even though I don't remember much. I ask daddy to tell me stories sometimes about her."

"I understand." Once Nia's hair is done, I take her downstairs and I fix her breakfast. As she is eating, Zane comes downstairs and smiles when he sees us. His smile is breathtaking. Zane and I eat a quick breakfast and then we all get in Zane's car and he drives out towards his mother's house. I feel my palms are sweaty; that's how nervous I am. Once we pull up to the house, Zane parks and turns off his car and looks over at me.

"You good?," Zane asked.

"Yeah....just nervous," I said honestly.

"You're going to be fine," Zane reassured me.

"Grandma is going to love you Yani," Nia said. I take a deep breath and I nod my head. We all get out of the car and Zane rests his hand on the middle of my back as we walk to the door. He rings the doorbell and immediately, Zane's mom answers the door. Wow she's beautiful. She smiles widely at me, Nia and Zane.

"Hi. Y'all come in," Zane's mom said. We all walk in and Zane closes and locks the door behind us. Nia runs right to her grandma and hugs her waist tightly.

"Hi pretty girl. How's my princess?," Zane's mom asked.

"I'm good grandma," Nia said. Zane's mom smiles and leans down and kisses Nia's forehead. Zane's mom then looks at me and smiles and I smile back.

"Zane....who's this beautiful woman here?," Zane's mom.

"Ma, this is Yani. Yani this is my mom Joyce," Zane said cordially.

"Hi Joyce it's very nice to meet you," I said while extending my hand out. Joyce smiles and pulls me into a hug with Nia and I laugh a bit.

"Oh wow. Yani you're beautiful. Zane you did very well," Joyce teased.

"Ma...we're not together let me say that right now. I really do like Yani though and I wanted her to meet you. Her and Nia are so close as well," Zane said.

"Yes we are. Grandma Yani is the best. I love her," Nia said affectionately.

"I love you too baby girl," I said. Nia smiles and Joyce smiles at the two of us.

"Zane please keep this one around," Joyce said. Zane looks at me and smiles and I smile back. He moves closer to me and kisses my forehead. The developing relationship between Zane and I can only get better from here....right?