Conflicted Heart (Completed)

Nineteen

Zane

Six Weeks Later

I've been working like crazy this past month and a half. Robyn and I have closed out 3 cases already. Robyn, she's alright, but her damn flirting is something else. I mean damn how many ways do I have to tell her that I am interested in Yani? No matter what I say it's like Robyn doesn't even care and that is starting to bother me. Anyway it's Saturday night and I am riding around with Robyn. I told Yani I would try to be home earlier since today is actually my birthday. That's right, I'm 25 today. I spent the day earlier with my mom, my princess and Yani. It was a nice time, but now I just want to get back to Yani and my baby girl. I am definitely falling for Yani.

"So what you got planned for the rest of your birthday?," Robyn asked while blowing out smoke from a blunt.

"Just going to go home and chill with Yani," I said.

"Oh yeah? You two are getting pretty close," Robyn said.

"Yeah Yani is great.....she's real special to me."

"Have y'all fucked?," Robyn asked bluntly. I quickly look at her in shock, being sure not to take my eyes off the road for too long.

"I don't think that's any of your business," I said. She laughs out loud and I see her shake her head out the side of my eye.

"That means you haven't huh? Too bad. If I were her, I wouldn't waste any time with you," Robyn said while looking over at me. Aww hell. I ignore that last comment as I continue my drive back to the warehouse. Once I'm parked I look over at Robyn. Robyn looks at me and sets her blunt down. She leans in and it looks like she is about to kiss me. I put my hand up to stop her immediately.

"Robyn what the fuck? Why you always flirting with me knowing damn well I'm seeing someone?," I asked slightly aggravated.

"So she's your girl now? Huh?," Robyn asked.

"Not officially, but I like her.....I do want to be with her one day."

"...I can't help it Zane. I'm so attracted to you. You're sexy as fuck and I'm high as shit right now and I honestly just want to fuck you." I watch as Robyn runs her hand down her small frame.

"I need you to get out Robyn. Now," I said sternly.

"You're serious?," Robyn said while laughing a bit.

"Yes I'm serious." Robyn narrows her eyes at me and turns towards and runs her hand down my right arm.

"You're so fuckin' sexy Zane," Robyn said lowly. I take her hand in mine and she smiles a bit, but her smile dies down when I place her hand to her lap.

"Have a good night Robyn," I said strongly. Robyn sucks her teeth and gets out of the car, slamming the door behind her. I shake my head as I pull out of the parking lot and I head home. What the hell is her problem? She doesn't take no for an answer and I'm not ok with that. She needs to respect me and Yani. I shake thoughts of Robyn from my head. I just want to chill with Yani. It's a little after 9 p.m. so I am sure that Nia is sleeping. Soon as I pull up to my apartment complex, I turn off my car and I go inside the apartment complex. Once I'm at my apartment door, I take out my keys and I quietly open the door. I close and lock it behind me and I see Yani sitting on the couch in one of my t-shirts and a pair of booty shorts. Damn she's bad. She smiles when she sees me and stands up from the couch and makes her way towards me. I slip off my shoes and I set my hat and keys on the counter.

"Hey," Yani said.

"What's up?," I said while smiling. She moves closer to me and wraps her arms around me and I lean down and I peck her lips.

"How was work?," Yani asked.

"Same old.....Robyn is really starting to push my buttons though. Bitch tried to fuck basically," I said bluntly.

"You're serious?"

"Yes I am very serious. It's a damn shame. I shut her down quick though. She's not anywhere near my type. Now I don't mind a freaky woman, but you have to be low key about it. Robyn is just a ho, and I don't fuck with hoes anymore."

"Well I'm glad to hear that....you hungry? I can fix you plate of the food your mom cooked earlier," Yani offered.

"I can do it."

"It's your birthday I don't want you lifting a finger. I didn't even want you going to work tonight. I wanted you to be able to spend your special day any way you wanted."

"You're real sweet Yani thank you."

"You're welcome. I'll fix you a plate." Yani kisses my cheek and I release her from my arms and she goes to the fridge and takes out the food and fixes me a nice sized plate. She treats me like a king and we aren't even together. That amazes me. Sometimes I truly think that I don't deserve her. She's such a good woman and I just wonder what she sees in me sometimes. Once my food is heated up, she sets the plate on the table for me and fixes me a glass of water. I grab a fork and I sit down and I say my blessing and I start to eat.

"My baby sleep?," I asked.

"Yeah she knocked out around 8," Yani said. I nod my head and I watch Yani bend over in the fridge to pick up the cake my mom brought for me. Yani is so damn fine. She's petite, but she does have a cute little shape. I watch her cut a piece of cake and she puts it in her hand and then puts the cake back in the fridge. She starts to sit next to me, but I stop her. She looks at me funny and I pay my lap. She smiles a bit and sits down in my lap and starts to eat the piece of cake in her hands.

"Cake so good you didn't even need a plate huh?," I teased.

"Shut up," Yani said while playfully rolling her eyes.

"Give me some," I said.

"Some what?"

"Give me some cake," I said slightly sensually hoping Yani would catch onto my double meaning. Yani smirks a bit and puts the cake to my lips. She watches me closely as I take a small bite and I feel frosting on my lips. I see Yani looking at my lips and she leans in and licks the frosting from my lips slowly. Aw shit. I saw a flash of that sexy ass tongue ring. My mind is already in the gutter. I can't help but imagine what it would feel like when Yani kisses me on different parts of my body with that tongue ring of hers. I look at her and I set down my fork and I watch her take a bite of the cake. I then take another bite and I purposely run my tongue over a few of her fingers as I am doing so. I hear her sigh in pleasure. She takes a bit of frosting on her right index finger and puts it to my lips. I look in her eyes as I lick it off slowly. She leans in and kisses my lips and I open my mouth and she slides her tongue inside of my mouth and moans in pleasure. I wrap a free arm around her waist and she turns so she is straddling my lap. Damn I'm hard as hell right now. It's been a long damn time since I have had sex and with Yani....I am finding it harder and harder to control myself. After a few passionate minutes of kissing, Yani pulls away and looks at me. She rests her forehead against mine and I smile a bit.

"Why are you so sexy?," Yani said breathlessly.

"I could ask you the same thing," I said while smirking. Yani finishes her cake and licks her fingers clean and I watch her every move. I break my gaze from Yani as I feel my phone vibrating from my pocket. I pull out my phone and I see a new message from Robyn. The hell? I set my phone down and I see a new picture message appear on my screen. I look and I see Robyn and another female dressed in lingerie. The message reads "You could be here..." I suck my teeth as I shake my head.

"What is it?," Yani asked. I show her the message from Robyn and Yani rolls her eyes.

"Oh this bitch just won't quit huh? Well two can play this game," Yani said. She picks up my phone and wraps an arm around my neck and leans into me. She sticks out her tongue and I smirk. I stick out my tongue and I lick her tongue and Yani snaps a picture while I am doing so. She looks at the picture and shows it to me and I smile. She then types "I rather be with her" and then she presses send. She sets down my phone and I smirk at her.

"That should set her straight. Now I know we're not together Zane, but I don't like other bitches checking for you that's just honest," Yani said strongly.

"Aww you're jealous that's cute. I'm not the least bit interested in Robyn. She doesn't have shit to offer me besides pussy, but I'm sure her shit is ran through anyway." Yani and I share a laugh as Yani shakes her head.

"Anything else you want to do for your birthday tonight?," Yani asked. I want to say I want to do her, but that wouldn't be appropriate.

"Just lay with you....and finish my food," I said while laughing a bit. Yani nods her head while laughing.

"Yeah we got a little sidetracked," Yani said. She picks up my plate of food and feeds me the rest of my food. She's so sweet. Once I'm done eating, she cleans up the kitchen for me. I offered to help, but she wouldn't let me. She sent me upstairs to my bedroom, so I took a quick shower. As soon as I step into the bedroom from the bathroom, Yani walks into the bedroom and closes the door behind her. She looks me up and down while biting her bottom lip.

"Stop looking at my goodies," I teased. Yani narrows her eyes at me and crawls on the bed to the edge towards me.

"Come here," Yani said lowly. I walk over to the bed and Yani sits on her knees as she looks me up and down. She looks up at me and runs her right hand slowly down my chest and torso. She leans in and slowly plants kisses over my abs. Shit. She is definitely about to start something. She kisses even lower to where the towel is covering my lower half. She looks up at me and places her hands where my towel is tied together. Our eyes never disconnect as she slowly unwraps my towel and it falls to the floor. What the hell is about to happen? She rests her hands on my waist and she leans in and kisses my abs and then runs her tongue down the cut of my abs. She kisses down and I see her eyes widen when she sees what I am blessed with. She then smirks and looks up at me. She licks her lips slowly showing off her tongue ring. She kisses down and I watch in anticipation as she gently pecks down the shaft down my dick. Fuck!!! That shit feels so good. She takes it in her right hand and then runs her tongue slowly down the shaft of my dick.

"Sh-shit...," I hissed. The combination of her warm tongue and that tongue ring...the feeling can't be described in words. She opens her legs and slides her left hand inside her panties and she moans against my dick as she sucks on the head. Oh my god I feel like my legs are about to feel out already! Shit! She swirls her tongue around the head of my dick and the metal from her tongue ring gives the best sensation. Wow. She holds my dick up and sucks on my balls skillfully. Damn! She then looks at me as she inches my long, hard dick into her mouth slowly. She opens her mouth widely and my eyes widen when I see she can swallow my entire dick with no problem.

"Fuck Yani," I groaned lowly. While I'm in her mouth, I feel her swirl her tongue around. She is about to make me cum in two seconds flat, damn. Yani bobs her head back and forth and I'm hitting her tonsils with every thrust.

"Shit babe.....fuck that feels so good," I moaned in pleasure. Yani moans lowly and I see her playing with herself through her shorts. I want to see that shit for real but if her pants come off, please know that I will be fucking the shit out of her, but I don't want to rush that. This right here, is good enough. I grip a portion of her hair and Yani moans as I move her head back and forth. She is a damn freak I already know that. I throw my head back in pleasure as Yani sucks the soul out of me basically. After a few thrusts, every so often she will hold all of me in her mouth before taking a breath and then going right back at it. I look back down at her as she stares into my eyes. Within 15 minutes, I feel my climax approaching.

"Ahhhh shit baby I'm about to cum," I groaned. I pull my dick out of her mouth and Yani looks at me with her mouth wide open as I stroke my dick.

"Cum for me baby," Yani said while stroking my balls.

"Fu-fuck.....where you want it?," I asked. She licks her lips and then opens her mouth. I rest the head of my dick on her tongue as I stroke my dick. Within a minute, I release my seed in her mouth and I groaned out in pleasure as my eyes closed and my head tilted back.

"Shit!," I hissed somewhat loudly. I open my eyes and I tilt my head forward and I see Yani playing with my cum in her mouth. She then winks and then swallows every last drop. Damnnnn she's a freak!! She then removes her hand from her pants and licks her fingers slowly. Fuck she's a damn nympho!!!

"Happy birthday Zane," Yani said while smirking. I narrow my eyes at her as she does the same to me. I grab the towel and I wrap it around my waist and I plop on the bed before my legs have a chance to give out. Yani lies down on her back as I lie down on my back next to her.

"Shit....you're a nympho huh?," I said while trying to gain my composure.

"Maybe," Yani said while winking.

"Damn you got a nigga feeling good as hell right now," I said while laughing a bit. Yani laughs a bit as well. I turn my head to look at her and she turns her head to look at me. I study her features; she truly is beautiful. I'm always so content whenever Yani is with me and I am starting to realize that I dread the time I'm not in her presence. I know I'm lucky to have her in my life and she made my birthday truly special to me today. She catered to me all day, got me gifts that I loved and I can't forget about that amazing birthday head. This birthday will go down in history as one of the best and honestly the way I feel now, I'm looking forward to spending all of my birthdays with Yani by my side.