Conflicted Heart (Completed)

Twenty

Yani

I am awakened the next morning, Sunday by soft hands on my hips. I stir slightly until I feel my hips being lifted up. I then feel a draft flow over my lower half.....like I don't have on any clothes. I open my eyes slowly and I make out Zane's figure in front of me. I see him take off his shirt and I sit up on my elbows and I notice I don't have on my shorts or panties, just Zane's white t-shirt.

"Zane?," I said sleepily.

"Morning beautiful. Lie down," Zane said while pushing me to lie down.

"What are you doing?," I asked while yawning slightly. Zane just smirks and he lifts the t-shirt up so my stomach is exposed to him. Here I am half naked in front of Zane and I don't feel awkward or self- conscious at all. That's a first for me. Zane hovers over me and he leans down and rests his lips against mine.

"You're so beautiful," Zane said against my lips. I peck his lips quickly and he smirks. He runs his hands down my sides and he kisses my lips. He then starts to plant kisses over my stomach. Damn his tongue and lips feel good against my skin. I am biting my lip hard to contain moans. I don't want to wake up our little boo Nia. Zane traces over a few of my stomach tattoos as he works his way down. Zane kisses down and swirls his tongue around my bellybutton ring and I giggle softly because it tickles. He looks at me and smirks and then he eyes my two hip piercings.

"Did these hurt?," Zane asked while rubbing each one gently.

"Not really," I said while shrugging my shoulders.

"They're sexy," Zane said with low eyes. Damn he's sexy!!!! Zane kisses each of my piercings and I kind of close my legs together. Zane looks at me strangely and then kisses his way back up and hovers over my face.

"Why'd you do that? I know you're not shy," Zane taunted playfully.

"I don't know I just......I don't want you to get the wrong idea about me," I said shyly. Zane laughs and shakes his head and I hit his chest.

"You're joking right? And do you remember what you did to me last night?," Zane said while narrowing his eyes. I twist my lips in a bit of embarrassment and I look away. Zane turns my head back to his and he looks me in my eyes.

"If you don't want to, then we can stop......I just want to know how you taste baby. You gon let me? Huh?," Zane said against my lips. Oh gosh how can I say no? I nod my head and Zane smirks and kisses my lips and kisses back down to my waist. He looks at me for confirmation again and I open my legs. Zane bites his bottom lip and his eyes travel down my waist and straight to my pussy. He smirks and then he pushes my legs into the bed. I notice him studying my pussy.

"You got a pretty pussy baby," Zane said. Shit like that turns me on so much. He's about to get me dripping wet. He starts to gently caress my pussy and I moan lowly. He looks up at me and my eyes connect with his as he starts to gently peck my pussy.

"Zane," I whispered. 

"You like that baby?," Zane asked. I bite my bottom lip as I watch Zane flick his tongue past my clit and clit ring.

"Ohhh shit," I said quietly. Zane sucks on my clit a few times and then he just starts eating like he hasn't eaten in weeks! No warning or anything, the man just went in!! It took everything in me to not yell out loud, but I contained it. Zane stiffens his tongue and I feel him slide inside it inside of me. I arch my back in pleasure as I rest my right hand on top of Zane's head. Zane skillfully moves his tongue in and out of me.

"Z-Zane.....fuck," I said breathlessly. Zane grips my waist tight as he pushes his tongue deeper and deeper. I'm squirming like a virgin right now because his tongue feels so damn good!!

"Stop running from me," Zane said sternly while coming up for air.

"Z-Zane....I can't lie still," I said shakily. Zane smirks and he sucks on my clit and he swirls his tongue as he uses a free hand to play with my pussy. He slides a finger inside and I gently rub my nails through Zane's scalp.

"Shit baby," I moaned softly. Zane then slides his tongue back in, while slurping on my clit every now and then. Oh shitttt that feels amazing. Zane is driving me crazy in the best way right now. He sure does know how to work his tongue!! Zane rests his hands on my waist as he moves his tongue in and out and I feel it coming.

"Ba-baby.....fuck I'm about to cum!," I whispered loudly. Zane flicks his tongue across my clit as he slides a finger in and out of me.

"Zane! Shit!," I moaned as soft as I could. I feel my climax take over my body and my eyes close as euphoria takes over every inch of my body. My body goes limp into the bed as I try to catch my breath. I feel Zane release my waist and he licks my clit one last time before kissing his way back up. He stops when he is over my face and I can feel his warm breath against my lips. I open my eyes and he smiles at me.

"I knew you'd be sweet," Zane said sweetly. I smile a bit and I grab his face and I kiss him deeply. He has no idea what I really want to do to him. I run my hands down his back and he presses his body into mine. I feel the bulge in his pants against my left leg and I moan in Zane's mouth as we kiss. Zane pulls away and just stares at me.

"Damn," Zane said while shaking his head.

"What is it?," I asked shyly.

"It's you.....shit Yani you got me thinking the craziest thoughts. Like shit that I haven't thought about in I don't know how long."

"Like what Zane? Tell me," I asked. Zane sighs and gets off of me and sits in the bed next to me. I sit up and I lower my shirt and I grab my panties and I slide them on quickly. I then straddle Zane and he looks away.

"Zane don't do that. Don't shut me out baby," I said while gently running my hands up and down his arms. Zane takes a deep breath before looking at me.

"Do you realize that ever since last night, we've been calling each other baby?," Zane asked.

"Yes I have realized that," I said.

"So....what are we doing? What are we now Yani?"

"You tell me Zane. You know how I feel about you. I care about you a lot and I would love to be with you.....I just know that you have some apprehensions about us moving forward right?"

"Yeah you're right....I just....I haven't done this shit in so long Yani and then there's my job..." Zane stops and just sighs heavily.

"Zane I don't care about your job. You're doing what you have to do to support you and your beautiful little girl, that's not a crime. Sure you might hurt people, but they're bad people and probably deserve way worse than what you do. So what's the problem?"

"I just always told myself I wouldn't get involved with someone while I'm doing the job I'm doing now because it's unpredictable. Some shit could go way bad and I could end up.....shit in jail or dead for what I'm doing."

"Don't talk like that Zane."

"I'm just being honest.....but if you're willing to stay by my side no matter what shit goes down......I really would love to give us a chance," Zane said while looking in my eyes. My heart fluttered at Zane's words.

"You would?," I asked in a bit of shock.

"I would Yani. You are unlike any other woman I have come across. I can say that I love every moment we spend together and dread the moments we spend apart. The feeling I get when I'm around you, I can't even explain in words I just know that I don't want to lose that feeling. And you're so good with Nia too and I adore that about you. Nia is so precious and she deserves a woman like you in her life......so Yani....let's give us a chance and see what we can be. How does that sound?," Zane said passionately.