Conflicted Heart (Completed)

Twenty Three

Zane

It's been three weeks and six days and Yani, Nia and I are all well. It's mid-July now, so Nia is out of school and she is enjoying her summer. Thankfully I was able to get rid of Robyn as my work partner, but she still hasn't gone away completely. She texts me every now and then with sexy pictures and I delete them immediately. I have tried to block her number, but every time I do, she gets a new number. I even tried getting a new number, but she always finds it. Shit is crazy. I haven't seen her around, but that doesn't mean she isn't. I'm just trying to focus on Yani and my princess. We are all actually really happy together. Yani she is so perfect for me. The way she is with Nia amazes me. Yani treats Nia like she birthed her herself. I adore that about her. I'm definitely falling for her. It's been so long since I have felt this way about a woman and I just want to do everything right. I don't want to jeopardize what we have. Anyway, it's Friday evening around 11 p.m. Nia is at a sleepover with a few of her friends tonight, so me and Yani are just chilling at my place. We are both lying down in bed. Yani has her head rested on my chest and I am sure she is sleeping. She gets so worn out during the week. She usually works 10-12 hours a day. I'm proud of her though. She is so successful to be so young. I run my hand down the side of her face and I smile to myself. I then run my hands gently through her kinky hair. As I am doing so, I hear my phone vibrate on the nightstand. I pick it up without disturbing Yani and I look and I see it's a text message from Mr. J. It's very rare that he texts me, so this must be serious. I read the message and it reads: Meet me in the warehouse. 1 a.m. It's important . What could this be about? I respond with: Ok. My mind is racing now. What could this possibly be about? I sigh as I look back at Yani. I just want to lay here with her, but I will go see Mr. J. At 12 a.m., I slowly remove myself from under Yani. She stirs a bit and turns on her side, but she doesn't wake up. I go into the bathroom and I brush my teeth and I wash my face. I throw on a t-shirt and a jersey and I hear movement in the bed.

"Baby?," Yani said tiredly.

"Hey baby. Sorry to wake you. I have to go see Mr. J," I said softly.

"Now? Babe it's late," Yani said through a yawn.

"I know I shouldn't be long though. See you in a bit." Yani nods her head and I lean in and I kiss her forehead. Yani grabs my face and pecks my lips two times and then smiles softly.

"Go back to sleep beautiful," I said. Yani closes her eyes and I move a bit of her hair out of her face. By 12:30 I am on my way to the warehouse. I'm quite anxious to find out whatever it is that Mr. J thinks is so important. Once I pull up to the warehouse, I park my car and I take a deep breath. I get out of the car and I lock my car doors and I head inside. I go into Mr. J's office and I see him sitting at his desk.

"Hey Mr. J. What's going on?," I asked immediately.

"Zane....you may want to sit down," Mr. J said. I look at him strangely before sitting down in the chair across from his desk.

"Now Zane what I'm about to tell you.....could put me in the grave," Mr. J said cautiously. I swallow hard as I nod my head.

"What is it?," I asked hesitantly.

"Well.....I know that you now are involved with someone correct? A woman named Yani right?," Mr. J said. Oh god what is going on?

"Yes we're together actually. Why?," I said anxiously. Mr. J looks down and takes a deep breath before looking back up at me.

"I don't know how to say this.....but there's a hit on her," Mr. J said.

"What? A hit? I thought you rejected her file?," I asked confused.

"I did. Not a hit from our side of business. The hit is from higher up in the other part of our business. Someone is paying $10 grand to see her....dead." My breath got caught in my throat as I feel my body literally go numb. Did I hear him right?

"Wh-what?," I barely whispered.

"Someone wants her dead Zane.....and Robyn is the one that will be executing the hit." My eyes bulge in shock. I instantly feel anger stir on my body.

"What?!," I said as my voice raised in shock.

"It's true Zane. This is all true," Mr. J said. I just shake my head in disbelief.

"No.....no. No! This can't be right! This can't be happening!," I said on the verge of yelling.

"I'm sorry Zane. I'm sorry.....I knew I had to tell you because I can sense how close you are with Yani.

"Mr. J...you're telling me that my fuckin' girlfriend has a price on her head.....and that bitch Robyn is the one going to kill her? Is that what you're telling me?," I said still in shock.

"Yes Zane that is what I am telling you," Mr. J said sadly.

"Do you......do you know how long? How long until the hit?," I asked cautiously. I am not even sure if I can handle this answer.

"....I would say 2-3 months. I can't say for sure. That's just the basis the business uses for hits, but each case is different," Mr. J said. 2-3 months? In 2-3 months this woman that I am growing to love, is going to die? No. No. I can't live with that.

"....I can't believe this," I said staring out in space.

"Zane....I don't know how to tell you to deal with this, but I know you'll figure something out. I just knew I had to tell you. You deserved that much......go home to her Zane," Mr. J said. I nod my head absently and I stand up and Mr. J does the same. He walks over to me and hugs me tightly. It's taking everything in me not to break down right now. I leave and I head back to my apartment. I cannot believe this. This can't be my life right now. Why out of all people Yani? I know Yani has never done anything to anyone, but yet people try to take her happiness away and now they want to take her life? No way. I can't let that happen. Not on my watch. There is no way in hell I will let that bitch Robyn harm my baby. She will have to get through me. If I have to be by Yani's side 24/7 with a gun in both hands to protect her, then I will.

"Fuck!!," I said while hitting my steering wheel in anger. I feel tears form in my eyes, but I make sure they don't fall down my face. Why Yani? I still don't understand that and I know I never will. 2-3 months. That amount of time will fly by. I can't imagine losing Yani. I already lost Myra, I can't deal with that shit again. If something happens to Yani, that will break my heart and it would break my little girl's heart. We don't deserve that. Once I am back in my apartment, I close and lock the door behind me as I slip off my shoes. I walk up to my bedroom and I walk in and I see Yani sleeping peacefully. Gosh she's so beautiful. I strip down to just my boxers and I pull the covers back and I lie down next to Yani. Yani is sleeping peacefully on her back. I scoot closer to her and I rest my hand on her stomach. I lean in and I gently kiss her neck. I need her so bad right now. I need to be inside of her. Yani and I have never been intimate and now I need that. I run my hand up under her beater and I gently caress her stomach. Yani stirs a bit as I suck on the left side of her neck. She turns her head towards me and I pull back a bit and she opens her eyes and looks at me.

"Hi baby," Yani said.

"Get undressed," I said. Yani looks at me as I look at her.

"Please baby. Take off your clothes," I almost pleaded. Yani nods her head slowly and she sits up. She takes off her beater and I sit up and I unsnap her bra. She looks at me as she holds her bra to the chest. She releases it and I eye her breasts. She then lies down as she slides off her shorts and panties. She then looks at me.

"You're so beautiful," I said.

"Thank you baby," Yani said softly. I get on top of her and I lean down and I press my lips into hers. She moans as she wraps her arms around me. I slide my tongue in her mouth and I explore ever crevice that I can find. She runs her hands down my back and to my waist. She tugs on them and slides them down and I kick them off. I kiss down her chin and neck and to her chest. I put her right nipple in my mouth and I suck on it slowly.

"Mmm Zane," Yani moaned. Her damn moans turn me on. They're so sexy. I swirl my tongue around her nipple ring and she arches her back slightly. I move to the left breast and I pay it the same attention. I kiss down her stomach and she rests her hand on the top of my head. I push her legs back when I get to her waist and I lick her clit slowly.

"Ohhh shit," Yani said lowly. I really just want to be inside of her. I kiss back up and once I am to her face I look her in her eyes.

"Baby I need to be inside of you. Please let me in," I said softly. Yani nods her head and I get in between her legs and she wraps her legs around my waist. I reach over to the nightstand and I grab a condom. I remove it from the wrapper and I slide it on my hard dick. I look at Yani as she looks at me. She takes a deep breath and relaxes in the bed. I use my right hand to guide my dick slowly inside of Yani. Shit she's tight as hell. She bites her bottom lip as she grips my shoulders tightly.

"Za-Zane....baby," Yani said breathlessly.

"I won't hurt you baby. I promise. I'll never hurt you," I said while staring in her eyes. Yani stares at me as I inch more and more of me inside of her.

"Shit baby you're so damn tight.....and wet," I noticed. Once I am inside I sigh in pleasure. She feels fuckin' amazing. I knew she would. I start out a slow pace to allow for Yani to adjust to my size.

"Ahhh Zane," Yani moaned. She has the sexiest moans I have ever heard. I rest my forehead against hers and I peck her lips as I pick up my speed.

"Shit! Baby!," Yani moaned. Yani wraps her arms around my neck and she moves her hips back and forth on me.

"Fuck baby. Keep doing that," I groaned in pleasure.

"Oh god baby you feel so good," Yani whispered softly.

"So do you baby. You fit perfectly around me." Yani grabs my face and kisses me deeply. My hands roam all over her body as we share a kiss. I can't keep my hands off of her. Yani licks my bottom lip before she flips on top of me. She rests her chest against mine as she bounces her hips up and down on my dick.

"Ahhh shit," I groaned. I slap her ass hard and she moans out loud. I already know she is the type that likes it rough. I can hear how wet she is every time she moves her hips down. Her shit is leaking. Damn I wish I could feel it without this damn condom.

"Ohhh baby," Yani said in pleasure. I grip Yani's waist tight and I move her hips up and down. We continue like this for a while, until Yani turns around on my dick, being sure I don't slip out of her. She arches rests her back against my chest and turns her head towards me. I grip her thighs and I pull her legs back so her knees are bent and I thrust my hips upward.

"Shit baby," I groaned. Yani just stares at me while moaning.

"Zane.....baby fuck me harder," Yani pleaded. I thrust my dick in her as hard as I can and she yelled out.

"Ohhhh shit Zane!," Yani screamed in pleasure. I take my right hand and I gently rub her clit.

"Ahh fuck. Don't stop. Don't stop baby," Yani said through a breath. I do as I am told and Yani kisses the side of my mouth. I turn my head towards her and we kiss with mostly tongue. Afterwards I just stare at her as she stares at me.

"I care about you so much Yani," I said out of the blue.

"I care about you too Zane. I won't ever leave you baby," Yani said passionately. Hearing her say that just broke my heart.

"I can't imagine my life without you," I said.

"Then don't. I'm not going anywhere," Yani said. I just stare at her and I gently peck her lips. I reposition Yani and me so I am behind her in doggystyle. Yani arches her back and I slap her ass as she moans out loud. I use my left hand to grip her waist as I drill the shit out of her.

"Ahhhhh shit! Baby fuck me!," Yani yelled into the bed. I grab a portion of her hair and I turn her head to the side.

"I want to hear you baby," I demanded.

"Oh shit Zane," Yani said. Yani starts to move her hips back and forth on my dick. I watch as her pussy swallows every inch of my dick. She didn't have any trouble adjusting my size.

"Oh you showing off huh?," I said while slapping her ass. She winks at me as she bites her bottom lip. I take my free hand and I rub her clit. I know she really likes that. I then twirl her clit ring in between my fingers and she screams out loud.

"Fu-fuck Zane!!!,"

"You like that shit? Huh?," I asked.

"Yes baby yesss!!" Yani's ass slams into my waist with each thrust and I can say I love the sight. She's creaming a bit too.

"You coming on my dick? Huh?," I asked.

"Za-Zane.....baby...you're so deep," Yani practically whispered. We continue like this for a while, until I flip us on our sides. I slide out of Yani and I turn her towards me to face me. I put her top leg on my waist and I grip her ass as I slide inside of her.

"Oh shit Zane," Yani said weakly. I think she's about to reach her climax soon.

"Let me know when you're ready to cum baby. I'm waiting on you," I said. Yani leans in and attacks my lips as I thrust in and out of her wet pussy. Within a short time, I feel Yani's walls tighten around me.

"You about to come? Huh?," I asked against Yani's lips.

"Za-Zane....I'm about to com," Yani said.

"Release it baby," I said softly. Yani closes her eyes and her body starts to shake and she lets out the sexiest moan as she reaches her climax.

"Fuck!," I groaned as her walls contracted around me. I release my climax right after Yani and my body goes limp afterwards. Damn. Yani is breathing hard trying to catch her breath and I do the same.

"Oh god Zane. That was fuckin' amazing," Yani said softly.

"It really was," I said while sliding out of her. I kiss her lips softly and she looks at me.

"Zane....you kind of surprised me tonight. What made you want to do this?," Yani asked curiously. I bite the inside of my lip and I grab her left hand and I hold it in my right hand. I kiss her right hand and then I look at her.

"....No time like the present Yani. No point in waiting anymore. I needed to be inside of you," I said. The truth is I didn't know if I would get another chance to do so. With the news I found out earlier from Mr. J....I had to be intimate with Yani. This shit is weighing heavily on my mind.

"Everything ok at work? What did Mr. J want?," Yani asked while scooting closer to me.

"Just an update on a case. He just wanted me to know the new information as soon as possible," I lied. Yani nods her head and uses her left hand to trace over a few of my chest tattoos. She yawns and rests her head against my chest. She traces over my tattoos until she drifts off to sleep. I wrap my arms around her and I kiss her forehead multiple times while I think. I am debating whether I should tell Yani what I know. I don't want to scare her, but at the same time I want to protect her. I sigh heavily as I look down at Yani sleeping peacefully.

"Yani baby......I love you. I won't let her hurt you. I promise. I'll give my life before I let her take yours. I promise."