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Harper POV
It's about damn time you gave me my time to shine! Anyway, I'm Harper, beautiful, smart and local best friend of Xander Rose. I love that girl, she's been my saving grace for a long time. After everything I've been through she's always there for me.

But I haven't been truthful to her. And I feel like I'm the worst person in the world for doing this to her, I just don't know how to tell her. Sean and I have been dating for a year. We've been good keeping it to ourselves, I think Xan's too worried about Tristan's ass to even notice...

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Sean: Baby, I really think we should tell her. I love you and but you're putting your friendship in jeopardy by not telling her this.

Harper: I know I just have to find the right time, since Tristan came along every time just feels wrong. You know better than anyone how hard she's been taking it. I just don't want to be the reason she goes overboard.

I can't hurt her, but I also can't keep lying to myself about how much I want to be with Sean. He makes me so happy, and I'm not one to be sappy and lovey dovey but he makes .me that way.
I have to do it, now or never. I decide to call Xander.
RING, RING

"Hello?" She picked up after the second ring.
''Hey Xan baby what are you doing?'' I say a little too excited

She sighs ''I'm just sitting at home, ever since Tris told me about how he broke up with Em. I've just been reevaluating everything.'' Freaking Tristan *rolls eyes*

''Well bitch would you like some company?''

She laughs ''Yeah! I could always use some Harper in my life'' I smile I love this girl.

''I'll be over in 20 min.''
Here goes nothing

Okay, you can do this Harper she's you're friend, she'll understand that you love Sean and yeah it'll be fine. I pep talk myself as i get closer and closer to the house.

I pull up into the drive way, and my hands are shaking. I'm so nervous, I know I should have told her sooner but I didn't know how.

Knock knock.

Xan answer's the door, jeez she looks terrible.

"Baby girl, why does it look like you haven't showered? What's going on here?"

"I just haven't been sleeping as well since Tris and I had our little fall out"

She doesn't deserve to be going through this

"I just don't understand what's the big problem with people being honest with me, all I want is honesty. That's I ever I am to others, is it so horrible to ask for the same?''
Now I feel guilty
"That's why I value our friendship so much Harper you're always honest with me."

Now I feel like shit

"Harper you okay?" I look at her and I can't keep doing this.

"Xan, there's something I have to tell you....

Harper's POV
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