Xander POV
What exactly does Harper have to tell me?
"...Harper, what do you have to tell me?" I'm really worried she's never been scared or unwilling to tell me anything. My eyes boar into hers, pleading for her to proceed.
She sighs and begins "I have kept something from you for quite a long time...and it's not because I didn't want to tell you. But because I didn't know how to tell you. You know I love you and you're my best friend....." she pauses and looks down.
"Harper, you're starting to scare me girl, anything you have to say, I will never judge you for it." I say truthfully
She looks up "Sean and I have been dating for a year. It started after you left for school, and it became something beautiful. I didn't know I could find someone so great, besides myself. Xan I love him, and I want your blessing, so I know that this is okay.
Because I know that I will never find someone who I love so much, the way I love him. He's the air I breathe, the only love song I will ever want to listen to and the only man who has ever made me cry, happily. Xan, words can't describe the way I feel when I'm near him, when I hear him. When I know that I have a chance to see him I'll take it."
Okay. I really was not expecting that at all. The way she talked about him, what kind of person wouldn't believe that she loves him?
"Your silence is scaring me a little bit can." She says
"How could I not be okay with my best friend and my brother dating?" She looked at me and began to smile, and... Cry.
She ran across the room to jump and hug me. "Thank you!!!" Is all she says?
"I.....can't....breath." is all I could say. She says sorry and let's go quickly.
"Just know, you hurt him, and I'll have to find a spot to bury the body." I say simply.
We laugh.... I wish someone could love me that way. I wish I could believe that Tristan could love me in such a powerful way. In the middle of our laughter, I just break down.
"It's not fair Harper, I care for him so deeply and it's like he can just pick me up and drop me off whenever he wants! I deserve better than that, but it's so hard, it's hard to want to find someone else. When the person I want is right there." I cry and cry until I don't have any tears left to spare. And I fall into a deep sleep.
*****
I wake up in my bed and Harper's gone. I look at my night stand and there's a small note.
You went to sleep on me b*tch! Lol but I just want you to know that you'll be having company @7:00 so I suggest you get ready!
Love ya lots
Harper.
Who the hell was coming over I look at the clock at its 5:45. Well whoever she invited over will be here soon. I get out of bed and head to the shower.
I choose high waited shorts and a crop top with a long sweater. I slip on my toms and sit at my desk to do my makeup.
I choose to do a natural look, winged eye liner and some lip gloss.
I look in the mirror and check my clock 6:50. The person she sent over should be here soon. I walk downstairs to find a candle lit dinner set up and a note left on the table.
Harper actually liked me enough to help me with this. I'm sorry with everything in me. And this is how I plan to show you, how sorry I am.
Turn around.
I turn to be faced with....
Tristan. Harper deserves the best friend award.
He walks up to me with a Lilly in his hand and he's smiling at me with the best smile I have ever seen.
"Xander, I can't keep apologizing to you and keep hurting you after. I'm asking for this one last chance, please let me show you I can be everything you need."
How do I respond to that? I stare at him and he leads me to the nearest chair. He goes to sit across from me.
"Our first date didn't go as I had hoped so, I thought this was in order. A do over." He says simply
"Okay" is all I can say back to him because I am still in awe?
"You look stunning, how have you been?"
"I've been, hanging in there, haven't really gotten that much sleep, just too much on my mind." He wants to know why not tell him
He looks hurt at my words, he looks down at his hands.
"Was I the cause of that?"
I nod and it grows silent.
"I want to start over again. I haven't been myself with you because I've been so scared to screw up and unfortunately that's all I have been doing."
I nod again because, well, he's not wrong.
He sighs and gets up from his seat to come stand beside me. My jaw drops when he kneels down and pulls out a black velvet box.
What the f*ck!?
"I'm not proposing, but I am proposing something. Xander I want to give you this promise ring. To signify that I will do my best to make you happy and satisfied in every way possible."
I stare wide eyes at the box as he opens the box. It is the most beautiful ring I have ever seen. It's an infinity sign with diamonds in it.
"Please say something this is nerve wrecking." He says
"I can't accept that, tries-" all of a sudden he attacks my mouth with his. He's kissing me, kiss back!
As we continue he grabs my ass to insert his tongue. I moan suddenly which seems to have sent him into overdrive.
Oh his lips are so soft.
He moans against my mouth and moves to start kissing and sucking on my neck.
"Ah!" I moan loudly as his hands roam over my body. I didn't want him to stop, he sent electricity through my body with every touch. I want him so bad.
"Let's take this upstairs." I suggest. He nods and picks me up bridal style.
*****
Warning Sexual content.
Tristan takes me up the stairs, kicks open my bedroom door, all the while his lips not leaving mine.
He lays me on the bed, and gets in between my legs. The room is quiet all you can hear are the heavy breaths between us.
He starts to unbutton my shirt, while he rubs against my core. He moans as he grinds harder against me.
My shirt comes off and he throws it to the floor. He pulls my pants down, and all I'm left in are my bra and panties. He stares at my body hungrily, licking his lips.
His hands move over my partially naked body making, giving me chills. He continues his assault when he reaches my breasts. Tristan massages and pulls on my nipples. "Mm" I moan. I pull his shirt off and bite my lip at the sight of him, his body and thinking of all I would do to it. He leans down and kisses me.
I take off my bra, and then.... the front door opens. "Xander! Baby, we're home!" We both jump up and quickly put our clothes back on. "Xander! Where are you honey?" We look at each other.
"Just don't say anything, maybe they'll think you've left." Tristan whispers to me. I nod not trusting my voice.
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OOOOH they nasty!
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