Dear lil sis, I'm writing to you just to see how you're doing. I miss you so much it's hard being behind these walls, but it's the consequence of doing illegal shit. As for me, I've been ight holding up. I've been working out reading the Bible every day. I want to apologize to you by saying I'm sorry if I let you down by the bad decisions in my life I should've left that shit when I made enough money for us baby sis I didn't like how we were struggling without mom and dad in our life I had to step up there were no way I wasn't gonna let you want for nothing it was my responsibility to make sure you were straight don't worry when I get out I'm gonna make up the times I've missed in your life love you lil sis- love ya from bro rakim
Ashanti ~ 2009
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I smiled while reading the last words he wrote I've never felt like my brother let me down he had to do what he he had to in order to survive!. I miss him being here so much wish he was here.
I drunk my morning coffee before taking the kids to school and heading to work while doing demetria hair she was flipping through the channels on TV. She stop on bet which 106 and park was on Ti was on their my heart skips a beat once I heard him talk about meech. "Wait dad is in jail?" I didn't know what to say I cried my daughter had to find out her dad was behind bars this way.
"Dad had to go for awhile for some bad things baby but he'll be home soon".
"W-what did he do?"
"Please turn around so I can finished your hair"
After I did her hair I went in lil meech room slipped on his bookbag grabbed his hand walked him out the door. "Demetria what's wrong"
"Nothing let's go to the car" they left out the door walking to the car.
I grabbed my keys and purse left out the door I drop the kids off and headed to work. I felt better as the day went by I pulled out my iPhone 4 and texted Ciara.
I texted her what happened.
Ciara-
That's horrible! But what do you expect meech was and is in hiphop history he's well respected being are gonna shout out his name.
Me-
Yeah I just don't want our kids to know that side of him his lifestyle
Ciara- meech wasn't no mean person the man cared for others just got wrapped up in the lifestyle this kids shouldn't worry.
Me- True text you later gotta head back to work love you.
Ciara- love you too sis!
I went back to work I work two jobs it pays me good just I have to work double I know meech was here I wouldn't have to do any of this but now that he's not here I have to step up to the plate and make sure the bills are paid and the kids taking care.
"Excuse ma'am why a beautiful woman like you should be working" a random guy told me making me looked at him he was a brown skin guy with scape braids. He's cute !
"Have to or the bills not gonna to get paid"
"Gotta man?".
"I do"
"Don't believe you"
"I have kids".
"So I can take care of you and them"
I giggled. "Bye" I walked away he followed behind me. "Can I get a name ?'
"It's on my name tag".
"I wasn't busy on the name Tag only you you Damn you're beautiful Ashanti "
I giggled "I'm michael"
"Okay nice to meet you Mike if you don't mind I have to work". "Sorry bye" he wave I wave back.
He's cute but I can't see myself moving on I'm still in love with meech.
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