Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix

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Present day!!

Felix was still wrapped in bandages when he came back home early in morning when his father called him

"Seriously Felix? Why do you always keep getting in shitty situations? Were you racing again?"

The question hanged between the two as Felix was looking at the ground

"Didn't I ask you to stop doing that? Are you going to act like child-"

"Yes I'm going to!! What are you going to do? Ignore me like you always did? Want me to beg for your attention? Ca-cant you just talk to me without yell-yelling? For atleast once after Ma died?"

Felix's desperate voice broke through the cold shields as Felix's eyes welled up in tears

"Wh-why you always have to tell.. what I did wrong? Yell so loud? Can't you ask why I di-did? Can you j-just listen to me?"

Felix spoke again with all the tears flowing down his freckled cheeks, nose red and eyes full of pain.

Felix's father was speechless, his body halted seeing his son like that.....the old string of love and care which was evolved into harsher emotions buzzed through seeing Felix cry like that.

"Li-x"

Ji-Yeong moved ahead to hold Felix's hand, the hand was too cold, Felix's whole body was shaking in pain as broken sobs passed his lips

"Lixie"

Ji-Yeong pulled Felix's head towards his chest as the tears from Felix's eyes drenched his shirt for few moments as he caressed his hair before Felix pulled away

"Lixie want to tell what happ-"

"T-Too late"

Felix said retracting his hand from his father's hold as he ran into his room leaving Ji-Yeong in his own tears.

*Click*

The room shut close as Felix pulled his knees towards his chest curling up in the corner feeling too lost and broken.

"Wolf-wolfie it hurts...too bad...M-Ma shouldn't had died because of me"

"I-Im such a bad son"

Felix's heart was a scattered mess, the sealed memories were resurfacing, it were not just memories, it was the painful journey from being a total lost and broken to something palpable but all of it dissolved now.

He doesn't blame anyone nor Hyunjin nor his father for bringing an awful situation like this again and leaving him alone yet again to pick himself.

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The whole day passed too slow since the little encounter with his son, Ji-Yeong was left craving for his son's warmth, the cries he ignored those years in past...he wanted to hear them, he wanted to hug his son too bad because he realised his son is just there where he left him, broken and needy of warmth, love and care.

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Jake was pulling out his hair as frustration was at peak, he missed the date with Anna he planned because he couldn't find the mic and camera he had taken out to hear it.

Jake just wanted to burn everything in frustration.

After killing Riki in hospital, Jake had to meet Anna but Felix's intrusion spoiled everything. He was now sitting on the floor with the still busted lip and regret.

He couldn't even find the evidence he collected after planning soo much.

Swaping Papa Hwang's medicine to a very deteriorating ones, worsening his condition to fatal and proposing Hyunjin for replacement so he could know about them in depth but literally after soo many months of working for them, gaining their trust, putting Hyunjin under the bus to get the evidence but WOW.... he lost it Felix.