Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix

broken glasses, innocent apologies

Third person pov.

Hyunjin looked at the closed elevator door while he was still sitting wrapped in warm blankets but he felt the warmth slipping away making his heart heavy

"You should not have lied"

Hyunjin could hear his wolf speaking him to him in tiny, the voice low and distant but still a little soft making him smile

"It was not necessary... He didn't had to know"

Hyunjin replied while looking back at the city lights in silence while playing with his ring

You don't get to decide what's necessary Hyunjin...

"But it's truth about about my life"

"Right... But I think he didn't leave just because it was a meeting... If you want things to not fall back, then you  have to stay close to Felix"

"I'm staying close to him, I'm trying...."

Hyunjin whispered with his eyes stinging at the pain he couldn't point out.

"You gotta be honest Hyunjin... If you want to fight alone, then so be it but you know...your secrets are not piece of cake...they hold the depth to destroy everything... don't... be too late for truth... confront him before someone else does and break you"

The genuine advice with no malice intent nor mockery from his wolf made Hyunjin tear up, it felt everything was good but still distant...

Do you trust him though?

"I do... I trust him a lot...b-but everything is soo scary Wolfie... The moment I think about it ..all of the memories flash scaring me... What if he leaves me.. knowing how much flawed I'm?"

Hyunjin's question was genuine, there was no way anyone would believe that he was innocent in a house full of murderers, that he was not anyone's acquaintance but a victim too ... He trusts Felix but truth scares him...his life and it's unpredictable turns to crush his hope...trembles his tiny heart... it's always scary...cold and lonely.

He doesn't want to be lonely again... Tears fell from his eyes as his wolf was silent too... The fear was soo much bigger than the trust and love he had held for his husband.

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"Felix..you finished your meeting?"

Hyunjin asked standing at the door step with a small smile seeing Felix on the bed with his arm on his eyes covering himself.

*No reply*

"Did you already sleep?"

Hyunjin asked walking closer to him with a tiny frown as he wasn't out on terrace for long may be some 10 Minutes?

"Feli-"

"Just sleep Hyung... I'm tired"

Felix mumbled pulling the blankets above his head and turning away from Hyunjin making him pout at the distant nickname and weird behaviour.

Hyunjin went inside the washroom to clean himself before he joined Felix on the bed.

*Ding*

Hyunjin looked at the other side to find Felix's mobile shining with a notification making him frown, he didn't wanted to be Snoopy as he took his mobile beside Felix's to set alarm but his eyes did drift on the notification

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