Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix

First love.

Third person pov....

previous day...

"He is getting the piercing like we suggested him to'

Nara said as Anna nodded looking at the nervous Hyunjin who was getting his first piercing

"I'm surprised you remember all this, while I know nothing.. I don't remember a moment like that in my life"

Anna mentioned while thinking back to their First year Fashion show, she was there in the event too but never noticed the shift in air about Felix like Nara mentioned

"Cause you were busy staring at that senior.. the guy who cosplayed as demon slayer..... You were gwaning and mesmerized at his makeup, looks, height.."

Nara mentioned as Anna frowned trying to think.. if there was a moment like that? She doesn't remember though..

"I don't get it, I don't gwan at boys-"

"Man.. you told he looked manly.. reminded you of some hospital guy... Jaehyun... Sim Jaehyun...that was the name... You still don't rem- Anna are you okay?"

The cup Anna held slipped off her hands as tears filled her eyes before she could even notice...

"Y-You are telling.. he studied with me? I can find him?"

The happiness chirped instantly as she doesn't remember anything much about the time of her abortion and depression..but the name and a warm feeling about it remained forever caged in her heart... She tried remembering him quite a lot of times..but she couldn't.. her mind had developed a coping mechanism to forget about that time.

"About that... Anna just forget him.. you have a mate now, you are pregnant with-"

"I don't LOVE my mate.. I have loved him always..... I jus-"

"Anna calm down.. please, that's a lot  of excitation"

Nara tried calming Anna but the other was over the moon in finding her

First love

"Nar-"

"He is dead Anna"

All the smiles and giggles faded, it was like a dream that almost came true only to be shattered like this

"N-no..you are lying..".

"That was his last year... Right after his graduation... Within a month he died in an ...car accident"

Anna felt the world slipping her hands off, she had been trying to remember her hospital saviour for a long time..... She didn't expect this at all

"Anna calm down... His family is completely tragedy... His parents died in a house fire while being on duty for a case, but they managed to save him... And he died right after his graduation in a car accident. He had no one, all of it was quite confusing..but there were no one from his side so everything were declared an accident. I'm just happy you were not involved in the cursed family.."

"Please shut up"

"Anna, where are you going?"

"Somewhere"

Nara wanted to hold Anna but she didn't thinking Anna needed space, The day Anna told she liked that guy, went behind him in the middle of the fashion show... She knew Anna's feelings were genuine as she tried to find the guy in the whole University only to realise it was Jaehyun's last year and he was dead already when Nara found out about him.

"Where is Anna?" Hyunjin asked the moment he came out

"She was feeling uneasy so she left... I thought I'll accompany you further..if you don't mind"