Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix

It doesn't matter anymore

"You are okay?"

A soft whisper filled the sniffing silence and Felix shook his head as *No* clutching on his father's shirt stronger and resting his head on Ji-Yeong's chest more harder

"Anything I can do? So you will feel okay?"

Felix's teary eyes fluttered resting his chin on Ji-Yeong's chest, hesitance evident

"C-Can you forgi-forgive me? I... I never gave you a chance to speak... I.. I was all about myself. I'm sorry"

Another tear slipped Felix's eyes and His father's heart ached but it was elated again' to have his son in his arms

"Don't be. You were right on your part.... I.. I just couldn't forgive myself for your mom's deat-"

"No!!! I was the one responsible for it. I was a kid and I did a mistake but... It can never change the fact that It was me, It was me who cause the pain and hate.
I killed Mumma and Hated you too... I put all my mistake on you.... I tried to escape the truth by hating you" Felix quietly mumbled, tears filled in the eyes, lips trembling a shiver passing his spine acknowledging the wait of his doing.

It was heavy almost unbearable. 

Ji-Yeong did'nt tell anything just hugged him tight for a moment, it is still heavy weighing the truth alone

"Does that mean you almost died because of Myeon-ie? i know she is just a child .. but come to think of it... it happened because of her right?"

Felix was quick to deny defending her looking straight into his father's eyes

"She didn't know, It was a mistake!! She was a victim herself, how can you blame her? you are telling as if it was on purpose, kit was just an accident, JUST so please... stop blamin g her"

"Right it was just an accident. Then why are you blaming my son for it? He didn't know, he himself was a victim... My boy was just innocent, so please don't blame him"

Felix's lips parted to argue but sealed when he realised what his father was trying to imply, he didn't argue further just quiet as if kn ew or understand. "Is that it? Then why do you feel you couldn't do enough for Ma? Are you hiding something or should I know more'

Ji-Yeong simply chuckled shaking his head and hugging him tighter

I'll never tell you why your mom died Lixie and I'll never tell who killed her.... Hyunjin's parents for their doing ... You should not know"

The quietness that followed in the gentle breeze and the flowers that showred on their rekindled bond in tighter arms, firm hold full of love and assurance.... the walls were finally broken and tge comfortable weather was an indication to Mrs. lee soul at peace and happiness.

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"Is that a new dress?"

Felix asked I-na when he entered the home along with his Dad who went to kitchen to get him some water

"Hmm!!  My birthday dress"

"Ohh!! Happy birthday little girl. Thankyou for staying and being around My princess!!'

"Thank.you. I'll go to my Myu... Bye"

Felix raised an eyebrow when she just ran away without any further talks

"She is a good kid"

"Ofcourse she is!! My princess makes the best choices ofcourse"

Felix flaunted making Ji-Yeong shake his head and move to his room.

"Myuu!!!"

"Happy Birthday!!!"

Myeon-ie wished her with few garden plucked pretty flowers and a small hand made gift for her.