Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix

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Felix's pov

"Wifey..-"

"Don't call me that"

Hyunjin said and it didn't look like he was joking or either sy..it was just assertive

"Why? I thought you like it"

"I do.. but not in front of Myu. You can't be calling that"

I had a frown on my face when he said the words packing our picnic box for the trek we were going

"Look at me. It's not the first time I called you-"

"And I thought it was just one time..but you keep calling me that"

"What's wrong in that?"

"I don't want Myu to know that I'm omega? I have no intentions of telling to her about this at all. She asked me already once why you call me wife when both of us are boys but I just waved it off as you were joking-"

"I still don't get why you don't-"

"I said No right? I don't want to have a discussion about this. In no heavens, she is allowed to know about me being omega-"

"What is wrong in that?'

"I don't like Omegas Felix. They irk me, if not for me being omega.. my life would be soo much better...so please... Let's just keep it to you me and Anna"

Did that hurt?

I don't know but it stings, deep inside my heart... I expected Hyunjin to come out of his space but he doesn't come.

And that honestly hurts knowing he doesn't want to be an Omega..that his life would be better if not one..

Then .... Is his life not better with me?...

I'm trying soo hard..yet.. i feel I'm not enough for him.... That he needs better... May be...? Someone who treats him like Alpha?

"Felix?"

I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard him calling for me.
I looked at my wedding ring for a brief moment while sighing holding back the tears. Since I have started crying.. i can't help but keep crying at very damn small thing.

It's not big Felix.. stop being a cry baby....

Or else he would avoid you like... Your dad.

"Dada you are okay?'

"Yes... I'm princess, get in the back seat"

She nodded getting in the sports car jumping around in happiness while strolling compliments

"You okay Felix?"

Felix?....right ... He never calls me sweetly.. until he needs something done..

"Yes.. I'm okay"

I answered as I got into the seat for driving.

"Dada.. I'll put Music on????? I want to hear to songsss"

I nodded connecting to Bluetooth as she started putting songs while singing loudly in the car with no care to world making me laugh

"Felix, where are we going though?'

"Just to a trek place, we will stay there for a night before coming back home. ... Basically a 2 days and one night plan"

He nodded. I can feel his eyes on e but I didn't look at him, he keeps telling things that hurt but I can't confront him... I'm scared he would block me out and I need to stay close to him...to make sure his family doesn't hurt him.