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Third person pov.
"Lixiee, I wa-want to see our baby pleaseee.. take me to him"
Hyunjin pleaded again holding onto Felix's hand in a desperate attempt to see his own son, the one he carried in his womb for 8 months.
"Lix-"
"I'm sorry wifeyy..."
Felix apologized quietly brushing the wet sweaty hair strands off Hyunjin's face and then wiping the tears away.
"Will I ever be ab-able to see him?"
Hyunjin asked gripping Felix's shirt tighter with his raw unfiltered emotions laid on display aching his heart
"I... I don't know"
Felix whispered back pulling Hyunjin closer who cried in his arms, the sound of the cries breaking all the hearts, igniting the sorrowful emotions tearing the soul apart.
Hyunjin held onto his stomach harder as he wailed in Felix's arms calling for his son.
"Why d-dont you do anything Lixie....why? I thought he was healthy... Is it because of me?"
Hyunjin asked through hiccups, Felix's breath hitched as he immediately shook his head but Hyunjin wouldn't stop
"Don't l-lie... if I would have listened to you.. stayed there in our room.. wou-wouldnt be excited then I... I wouldn't have tripped over the stairs.. i wouldn't be the reason why we are in this situation Lixiee... Y-you should hate me!!!
Because of me.. all our dreams are shattered... Because of m-me"
Hyunjin continued to blame himself ready to beat himself up but Felix just held him tight not letting him so anything harsh on himself
"No.. it's not because of you. Accidents happen wifeyy.. don't blame-"
"But What I'm telling is TRUEEE, 100% TRUE!! It's me, I'm the problem.. I should have just sag in our room.. just listened to you"
Hyunjin cried out loud clutching onto his stomach, the monitors beeped at the high heart rate Hyunjin was having, Felix struggled to handle him.
Felix's tears wouldn't stop, his hands strained while holding his Omega right but every word of blame on himself cut a scar deep in Felix's heart.
He, Felix was the reason they are in this situation, he was the reason behind Hyunjin's pain.
If he wouldn't be selfish in wanting his husband then Hyunjin wouldn't be in soo much pain.
Then all the pain would be centred to him, he would be crying because of his work
But not Hyunjin because of his choices.
"Wif-wifeyy pleasee just plea-please... st-stop"
Felix pleaded raw falling onto his knees holding his omega's hands to his face unable to whisper out any words apart please.
"N-no Lixiee, you should hate me!!! Y-you should just kill me at this point!!!! How could my careless self put our child in soo much danger???
I sh-should just die... I should ju-"
"Wifeyy stop pleaseee .. plea-please. Don't.. Dont do tha-"
Felix begged holding Hyunjin's hands to stop the desperate attempts of killing himself by pulling on the drips or trying to reach the scalpel
"Hyun... Tha-Thats enough. NO"
Felix tried to pull the scalpel off Hyunjin's hand but Hyunjin held it too tight pointing towards his stomach
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Pretend to be Alpha - Hyunlix
Fanfiction"What are you doing?" he asked timidly seeing the Alpha caging him "Me? I'm claiming what's mine!!" The Alpha whispered inching closer to the other "Yours? what the fuck? This is not how you do it!!" he shouted clearly flustered with how close the A...
