Sink

chapter twelve

Dedicated to Alfie_Cavaliere bc seriously you reminded me this story even existed im so sorry I haven't updated in a year :/

  "How do I look?" Samandriel asked, walking out of the bathroom. Caleb's eyes widened as he smirked.

  "Hot. Sexy. Fuckable."

  Samandriel bit his lip and turned to the mirror, fiddling with the tie around his neck. He had never been a fan of tuxedos, instead wearing a white dress shirt with a black tie and black dress pants. He just had to find out what to do with his hair, which was pressed against his forehead from his shower. Caleb came up behind him and wrapped his arms around Samandriel's petite waist, kissing his neck.

  "Stop. You need to get ready," Samandriel argued, pushing Caleb away weakly. "And I need to finish getting ready."

  "I am ready."

  "You are not showing up to my brother's wedding in boxers. Go get dressed."

  "Why? You know we're just gonna get undressed tonight," Caleb whispered, nibbling on Samandriel's neck. Samandriel pulled away.

  "Horndog. Go get ready."

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  "Great. Now I'm gonna have to go take another shower. And find my clothes," Samandriel said, squirming away from Caleb's sweaty body. Caleb just laughed and sat up, watching the younger boy with an amused look.

  "But it was worth it for a good fuck, right?"

  "Whatever."

  Samandriel quickly grabbed his clothes and walked into the bathroom, turning the water on. He bit his lip and stared at the mirror, waiting for the water to heat up.

  He swore to himself that there would be a day when he actually felt something for Caleb.

  But today was not that day.

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Considering Samandriel was one of the three best men, Caleb had to sit alone while Samandriel waited to walk out with one of Lucifer's best men, who he had not seen yet. Castiel, the second oldest, was walking with Dean, who apparently had been one of Lucifer's friend for a while now. Gabriel was paired up with Sam (seriously, were Luci and Michael just pairing up couples?) Samandriel thought it would almost be funny if he was paired up with Adam - until the blonde boy he had been in love with walked out and stood next to him. Samandriel felt panic surge through him, his heart pounding at a million miles an hour. Michael and Lucifer would be getting an earful after this. Fucking dicks.

"Hi," Adam said, causing Samandriel to jump from surprise.

"Hi? Hi me?" Samandriel asked, genuinely confused.

"You look beautiful," Adam commented and Samandriel felt like this conversation was familiar. Then he remembered - Frozen.

"You look beautifuller," Samandriel mumbled, smiling to himself as Adam grinned brightly. No - why was he blushing? He had a boyfriend.

  The music began. They began walking out and Samandriel looked to the seat Caleb was sitting - only to find he wasn't there. Samandriel felt his eyebrows furrow, so he concentrated on walking and not falling over himself. His mind was clouded as Michael and Lucifer walked out. He didn't hear their vows. He didn't see them kiss. He didn't watch them slip their rings onto the others fingers. He couldn't think or process anything and he loathed it.

  The ceremony was over - now they were heading to an after party in a limousine. Samandriel smiled at Michael, who was beaming at him, his green eyes shining. Samandriel had never seen him this happy before. When they got to the hotel (they were using their ballroom for the after-party) Samandriel stuck behind and called Caleb, leaning up against the wall. It took a few minutes, but finally he answered.

  "Hey babe," Caleb said. Samandriel sighed and leaned his head against the wall, trying not to cry.

  "You're with someone else, aren't you?" he asked.

  "What? No, I-"

  "Don't lie to me."

  "I'm sorry," Caleb said, but Samandriel ended the call. He bit his lip, tears welling up in his eyes.

This is what I get. This is what I fucking get.

  He walked into the ballroom and sat at the table the main wedding people were supposed to sit at. They were going to cut the cake soon, but he didn't feel like eating. He felt sick and upset and angry and he just wanted to go home.  

  But his brother was happy. That was the most bittersweet thing of all. Michael was getting married to his true love and Samandriel was missing his.

  They cut the cake. The food arrived. It was all so beautiful and extravagant, but Samandriel didn't eat. He lingered off to the side and avoiding making eye contact with anyone.

  "What's a cutie like you doing all alone in a place like this?" a familiar voice asked. Samandriel looked up to see Adam's bright blue eyes. Samandriel avoided them as he shrugged. "What's wrong?"

  "Nothing," Samandriel instantly said. "It's just...karma's a fucking bitch."

  "I second that."

  "Caleb cheated on me."

  "Definitely karma alright," Adam commented, but said it behind his champagne glass. Samandriel wanted to punch him. Instead, they both burst into a fit of giggles. Once they calmed down, Adam put his glass down.

  "Alright..." he trailed off. "May I have this dance?"

  "I don't know. May you?" Samandriel replied, but took Adam's hand. His was shaking, but he tried his best to hide it with confidence and a smile. The song that was playing was beautiful and it made Samandriel want to cry as he looked up into Adam's eyes. They swayed slowly to the music, Adam's eyes never leaving Samandriel's.

  "I surrender who I've been for who you are, for nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart," the song played from the speaker and Samandriel wanted to dissolve into Adam's touch and never let him go. He felt a few tears slip down his cheeks at the words and Adam gave him a soft smile.

  "Half of wants to leave and go back to Mississippi feeling bitter about what you did to me," Adam admitted, his voice low and soft. His blue eyes never, ever left Samandriel's. "The other half wants to quit college and come back home so I can marry the fuck out of you."

  Samandriel didn't say anything as more tears slipped out of his eyes. Adam reached up and wiped them away.

  "I know you're sorry," he whispered as he cupped Samandriel's face in his hands. "And I...I can't go a single day without thinking of you."

  "Me too," Samandriel whispered, feeling his bottom lip tremble. "I want you back so bad," he whimpered and Adam pressed a kiss to his forehead, then kissing his nose, then his cheeks, before he leaned down and kissed Samandriel's lips gently, cradling him so softly.  

  "I miss you like crazy," Adam whispered, leaning his forehead against Samandriel's. "I want us again."

  "Me too. More than you know."

  He pulled a necklace out from under his suit. It was a chain with Samandriel's engagement ring hanging from it. Samandriel's eyes watered.

  "Would you be mine again?" Adam whispered and Samandriel choked out an, "of course." Adam slipped the ring off of the chain and placed it back on Samandriel's finger.

  The way it should be.

(A/N: FUCK IT REALLY HAS BEEN A YEAR IM SO SORRY)