Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

CHEPTER 38

the room closing the door quietly walking down the stairs and the hall along the to the kitchen it was dark so I turned on the lights getting me some red wine and a Glas pouring some in and drinking it when the door opend "prince colby can I do something for you" Thomas ask walking in "no thank you Thomas I just needed a drink" it's really hard on you ha"I nodded "yeah the guilt eats me alive that I couldn't protect him" I said taking another Glas "prince colby nobody could have known that it was suppose to be a day in the garden nobody could expected something from this" he said "expect from sam for days he had a very bad feeling and knew something will happen" still, yes the queen was tuff sometimes but who would have guessed that,nobody things there parents are evil and you protected him whenever you could and you saved him now to you did everything you could to find him I never seen you so clear and angry before that shows how much you love him don't beat yourself up it doesn't chance anything now, you just make your and his life missable" I sigh "I know but the only thing I can think of is that I told him nothing will happen to him and I wasn't there" colby" I voice said making us jump a bit "Sammy what are you doing here" I said taking him in my arms bc his legs wobbled "I was scared when you weren't there and then I came here and heard you talking" Sammy baby come on let's go back to bed " thank you Thomas" I whispered he nodded smiling I carried sam back up to our room and set him down on the bed "baby don't walk okay you need to rest I was just getting a drink I'm not going anywhere ever again you can bet on it" I heard a bit what you said and I want you to know it is not your fault"he said sam it literally is did I promised you to protect you and that nothing will happens to you or not? yes you did colby and you always have I couldn't have known that your mother is the devil "he said oh yes I could have and should have bc I know her for 18 years and the fact she wanted to kick you out last time should have told me"colby please don't do this you can't chance it now don't beat yourself up please I need you now and you saved me again it was my fault I told you to stay in bed " your right your right you need me and I do anything you need I will never leave your side ever you can bet on it I even wait outside the toilet I don't care and also I guess your very bad feeling was right" he nodded "yeah but couldn you maybe give me the pain stuff please my back hurts so much" of course sam strong or not " I ask strong but not to knock me out for 2 days please" I chuckled putting the dripps in the water "here baby" he takes the Glas drinking all and made a disgusted face can you please come in to bed with me holding my hand " of course baby" I walked to the door locking it walking to my side going in again covering up and taking his hand immediately he was so cold I pulled up his blankets more brushing the hair of his face "I love you so so much baby and I feel so horrible" feeling my eyes water "colby hey no crying please I'm not mad at you at all okay I'm so so happy you found me I dident think you would ever get where I was but you did we are together again okay I'm here you are I know you feel so sorry but we got this my wounds will heal and our inner hurts to " I don't believe that my guilt is in my bones" feeling a tear run down my cheek he reached over wiping it away placing his hand on my cheek me leaning in to them feeling so nice and save I took his hand kissing the top of it closing my eyes I can't describe my feeling I love him so much and feel so guilty "more tears running down my face while I held in to his hand" colby come here" he whispered I robbed a bit closer laying my head softly against his chest him running his hands through my hair feeling so warm and complete I held his hand and arm at the same time scared he will be gone if I let go "everything will be okay colby" he yawned a bit "before you sleep Sammy you dont open the door to anyone you hear me" yes colby I promise " I nodded okay now sleep a bit baby and if you need anything wake me and I mean it I'm serious" yes colby he chucked a bit good night colby " good night baby" I closed my eyes Listing to Sam's breathing when I finally fell asleep........ colby - colby" I heard a yell my eyes fly open seeing sam jump up to sit in bed "shhhh baby I'm here I'm right here look" I take his hand softly "you are okay I'm right here your in bed with me save" I whispered he turned his head looking at me "can-can I please lay on top of you" he mumbled breathing heavily "of course baby come here" I layed down holding up the blanket he laid down slowly I placed the blanket back down wrabbing my arms around his shoulder where I can't hurt him feeling his heart still pounding I run my fingers softly up and down his arm he nuzzles his head deeper in my chest I closed my eyes listening to Sam's heartbeat until I fell asleep...............i woke up to the sun directly in my face I groaned opening my eyes seeing sam no longer on me I turned around but the bed was empty I sat up looking around the room but he was not here making my heart race immediately did I just dream that I jumped out of bed putting a shirt on running out off my room "sammmn" I called nothing I walked down the stairs in the direction of the kitchen "babyyyyy" I called loudly "prince colby sam is here" Frieda opened the door to the kitchen I run up to him hugging him softy "don't do that you can't just leave" I said my whole body still shaking"colby I just wanted "he started until looking at me" are you crying " noo" I said walking out a few feet just breathing to calm down yes it's probably stupid but I have a little trauma also "colby wait" he said behind me "Colby I'm sorry I worried you I dident mean to don't cry please" he said hugging me making me calm down a bit "it's not your fault sam I just got so" I sigh "I'm Sorry I dident think about that I just was so hungry that I just walked to the kitchen" Sammy I told you to please wake me up I don't want to wake up with you gone please"im sorry colby I wasn't thinking just hungry I won't go again promise "he said running his fingers over my cheek" it's okay Baby I just freaked out did you eat something " he nodded Okay let's go back and lay down your bruises look horrible" yeah I know but besides the one on my back they don't really hurt "so you feeling better a bit" he nodded yeah much better "that's good Sammy I'm glad but you still have to rest the doctor also comes again today to look for you and my foot" ohhh I totally forgot your foot it has to hurt so bad you carried me the whole time and searched for me awwww I hope it's not bad when he chances it "I hope so to I think the stiches out will hurt like a bitch" hey I promised you I'm there amd I will "making me smile I know but yours is probably more bad then my foot" I said "ummm you definitely won't say that if you have seen it remember Sophie even had to, you know I would have laughed but not in that situation" he giggled "hey but maybe that would have distracted me"... Prince colby the doctor is here " I knocked on the door making me jump a bit" damn how did he know we talk about him "I chuckled opening the door" good morning prince good morning Samuel " good morning doc" he walked to sam "how are you feeling today" much better just my back really hurts " okay let's look at this" the doc said sam taking off his shirt turning around the sight almost make me cry he had a almost black bruise on his back as big as a melon "yeah that looks really bad I will put on a numbing cream and give you something for here put it on everytime it's really bad" thank you doctor "and a few days no heavy lifting or long walks" he nodded and now let's have a look at your foot prince " I looked at sam all of the sudden nervous" I sit on the bed with my leg on top he began to undo the bandage taking Sam's