Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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I would call it more people for you to choose he laughs "but now Im only more confused bc I liked it but how do I know if I like girls I definitely will not go to one and say hey can I kiss you for a sec" making him laugh "colby" he takes my hand "don't stress yourself out so much I was the same as you first I dident even understood that you even can like man I was always like man and woman that's it but then it was clearer and clearer to me that I looked for boys more it took some time and ask yourself that for just a few weeks you will figure that out to stress dosent chance anything "I know I know but the ball and all the princesses and then I maybe not even like them and"I felt my heart race and I couldn't breath"hey-hey colby look at me"I looked in his face "breath deep in slowly out" he said me doing so" and again" I grabbed his hand holding it tightly" good and 1 more "he said feeling my heart calm down not looking away from his eyes" you are okay, everything will be okay colby" he whispered softly I pulled him in my lap without thinking at all just needing him close right now hugging him super tight"shhhhh you are okay "he whispered running his hand through my hair softly" I'm sorry sam I don't know what's going on " it's okay colby that's called panic attack it's when your head gets to overwhelmed and overthink you never had that" I shook my head "it's scary but not really dangerous if you ever have this again walk away go to your room or a quiet place and breath" thank you sam could you give me some water please "of course"he stands up walking to the table getting me my cup walking back here colby "it's just the whole ball think and choosing my wife and king and stuff it makes me so stressed out I don't want all of this I'm not made for this"colby don't stress what you don't even know yet, you don't know if the ball will be horrible and you don't know if you will meet your wife "yeah anddd what if I don't because I fell in love with a" poor" boy or girl "there has to be something you can do in that case" yes give up this castle and move to the streets my parents will never let me marry a person like this they said that many time "at least don't stress for now bc you just don't know what will happens in a few weeks you can't know that now wait at least for the day to come, and you only had 1 kiss I mean it could have just be the nerves and stuff I mean we dident kiss with tongue or made out or something he laughed "did you ever kiss with tongue" no you" he ask no never I will probably be horrible bc I have no idea what to do" I chuckled me neither to be honest why isent there a place where you can practice " omg I would totally use it" I laughed the thought of that so funny we both laughed until our eyes met, his eyes so blue and beautiful I let my eyes trail down to his lips and back up to his eyes "would you-do you think we" I stuttered he growled to me sitting back on my lap not leaving my eyes my heart began to race again like crazy this time he came closer my heart was in my feet "relax" he whispered against our lips I took a deep breath before placing my lips in his getting the same overwhelming hot feeling again deciding to turn off my brain I pressed my lips harder against his placing my hand softly on his hip feeling him shake a bit our lips disconnect and reconnect a few time until I let my tongue run over his bottom lip softly asking for entrance he opened his mouth a little letting my tongue enter hearing him make a whimpering sound that made me goosebumps we let our tongues dance with each other's my body feeling so hot and sweaty my heart was racing and it felt like it was just us in the world I slowly slit my tongue out pecking his lips a few times before pulling away but not much I opened my eyes seeing Sam's eyes still closed he slowly opened his eyes looking directly in to mine I don't know what this look means but I know I want to see it for the rest of my live "are you okay" I whispered he nodded "I dident do anything that made you uncomfortable right" no colby everything is okay "he smiled softy.........

13 days later
" colby wow 12 princesses come tomorrow they all have to really want to be with you my mother says " yeah and the kitchen has so much to do I mean even a few snacks is much when there is so many people" my father says "and they will all come tomorrow at 2 I heard they all are so excited including me and I'm not even the one" my mother said I could feel my heart rate got faster and faster with ever word they said "and all the young lady's you can talk to I'm so excited for you" he said but everything sounded like I was under water and my vision got blurry I whipped in my seat back and forth "son are you okay" but I couldn't answer my breath got quicker and quicker "friedaaaa" my dad yelled he came running in "something is wrong with prince colby call the doctor" sam I want I want sam "I mumbled prince colby I bring you to your room" I want sam I WANT SAM I need sam " sammmm come here right now my mom called loudly" he came running in "something is wrong with our son but he only wants you" he looked at my direction hurrying to my"prince colby I'm here it's sam breath for me please you know in,slowly out come here sit down on the floor it's colder" he helped me down "can you please open the windows for a bit please" he ask Frieda "sam - sam" shhhhhh don't talk im right here he takes my hand "you are okay breath with me deep in and slowly out I did what he told me focusing on his voice" your doing so good and again " after 5 min my heart was going slower and I heart normal again" you are completely fine prince colby everything is okay" he whispered softly making me feel so safe" one more time in and slowly out " I did while holding his hand the whole time tightly" you feeling better " he ask making me nod yeah now only my head hurts" I said "that's normal sadly that's because of the breathing so fast you should go and take a nap prince" thank you Sam "no problem prince colby" can someone please tell us what's going on " my mother ask still in the room what I completely forgot" yes queen prince colby had a panic attack meaning when he gets to overwhelmed or anxious he gets a panic attack "sam explains" we dident know he head anything like that " prince colby dident know either he had one a few days ago and I told him" and what can we do about or better he "my father ask the best think is as soon as he feels this coming up to go out this situation for a bit until he calms down this will be better then to wait until it gets to this" sam explains "thank you Sam you are a better maid then we though we appreciate you" my mother said making me almost wordless "thank you queen that means a lot if you don't need me anymore I would go back to the kitchen" can you please bring me to my room before, I feel so weak " I ask he looked at my parents they both nod" okay prince colby can you stand up " he ask I stood up feeling so wobbly" i send Frieda to you in a bit for water and some juice the sugar in it helps your energy "he said as we walked out the door along the hall" I'm sorry sam that I made you have to help you probably have so much to do " don't be silly nothing I would rather do then help you and I honered you trust me the most to help" I mean as you could see your the only one who even could the othere had got the doctor who probably though I'm possessed " I chucked" what happened anyway where did that come from " he ask as he opens my door placing me on the bed" I don't know my parents talk at least 30 min about tomorrow how many people are coming and stuff I got so anxious " I said locking down he took a washcloth making it wet walking back over" lay down and put that on your head " he said walking to the window to make it dark" I'm so sorry colby I really wish I could help you and that you don't have to do this but maybe you can ask your parents if I can be somewhere in the area that you have a