Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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I don't need all this prince and king and money stuff it's just someone at my age I can finally talk to and do something at all I think you both don't know how lonely it is alone as a 17 year old does anyone one of you wants to imagine I take one of you away I don't think so andddd I did and do all my thinks I need to do and hold all my promises I now excuse myself for the night I'm tiered when you wanne say something about it we talk at breakfast good night "I said standing up walking out passing Frieda at the door walking along the the hall and up all the way back knocking at the door sam opened the door" prince colby " please come with me to my room now" I said a bit frustrated what you could see in his face "yes of course prince" he closed his door walking up the stairs with me I opend the door letting him in and locked it after me I sit down on the bed looking at him "come here sam" making him walk over sitting down I just hugged him needing this so much right now we grew very close the last few weeks and he is my rock my light my calming down station my place to feel home he wrapped his arms around me scratching my back softly "are you okay colby" he whispered "I feel so stressed out sam"I mumbled hugging him tighter "it's okay deep breath colby you will be okay"he whispered running his hands through my hair what calms me down everytime "thank you Sammy"i said without thinking at all no worries colby I'm happy I can help you, you know you became so important to me" I know hey but did you eat "he looked at me without saying anything making me sad" wait over there In the chair " I told him walking to the door opening" Frieda "I yelled waiting for a few sec hearing here hurry up the stairs" yes prince colby are you okay " bring me some bread, meat and cheese I'm still hungry... Please I looked at her softly seeing her smile" of course prince colby im back in 10 min "oh and also you can go to your room after that she nodded walking down the stairs I walked back to sam sitting down" colby you dident have to do that " I know but I insist you are way to skinny anyway you will not be hungry in my watch" making him smile "btw how was your night today any better" I ask not really I always wake up with the same dream over and over but it's okay "I looked at him contemplating if I should ask that" sam do you want to sleep with me for the night my bed is so big you won't feel me at all "you-what" he said in a lost of words "I just thought as your friend I could help" that would be amazing but aren't you and won't they "sam please I ask as a person not as someone" better" that's when I knock sounded at the door I walked to it and open it seeing a plate full of meet breat cheese and fruit "thank you Frieda you are an angel" I said taking the plate "thank you prince colby" you are my favorite maid don't tell sophie I whispered making her laugh "good night prince colby" good night Frieda "I said closing the door walking back to sam placing the plate down" here please eat as much as you want it's all for you "thank you colby and also I would except your offer to sleep here it would be so amazing if I could sleep for 1 night" that's no problem at all am happy to do that I'm not alone it's a sleepoverrrrr making him laugh but after a few weeks now thinking about what sam says a while ago I would so love to know if I like boys but I don't want to ruin our friendship or make me look weird he probably thinks I lost my marbles "colby are you" mhmm oh yeah I'm fine sam " you know you can talk to me right" yes sam I know but this one - one is to weird and I better leave it in my head "colby no though is weird when it works you up so much" but what if you think I'm weird then or feel uncomfortable I would never risk my only amd best friend "hey you won't loos me for anything that bothers you and if I would not like it I just tell you and then it's okay I mean you won't ask me to kill someone right" he giggles no of course not it's just - just you remember our conversation from a few weeeks ago where I told you I don't know if I like girls or just don't want one " he nodded looking at me closely" would you be - be weired out if - if I would ask you " he looked at me" to do what exactly " just 1 kiss to see if - if I like it it won't be effect us or ever bring up again I just need to know it won't just go out of my head please don't be mad or anything I - I just had to ask you bc I trust you and nobody knows of course" colby calm down you get a heart attack or something he giggled "I would be open to it but 1 time and we don't talk about after and no awkwardness" yes to all of them god I can't thank you enough it has to be so weird for you but before I start a relationship or marriage I need to know if I even like girls or it won't be fair "colby I understand that and it's not weird just a bit like wow he wants to kiss me he laughs a bit" why wouldn't I you are cute, sweet,gentle, loving I said seeing him blush again.... By now the plate was empty and we where just talking before deciding to go to bed I walked to my wardrobe getting out 2 pants to sleep walking back to sam "here chance in to this it's more comfortable" I said to him turning around for him to chance and I chanced mine leaving my shirt off like always "is it okay that I sleep with no shirt I get so hot" I said still turned around "of course it is it's your room" I slowly turned around going to my bed sitting down on it under my covers looking at sam he looked so nervous for some reason "hey come to bed remember sleepoverrrrr" I said in a more girly voice making him giggle he gets in the other side covering up "what are you normally doing before sleep" not really much at home I had tones of books but now I just count cheep "he laughs a bit if you like books I have many you can take same" really that is so nice I give them back when I'm done " he said I lay down a bit more rolling to the side he does the same I just looked at him his eyes so blue his skin so pale and smooth his lips so plump and pink looking up to meet his eyes again I was so nervous and hot my body tingling he was just staring in to my eyes I grabbed his arms pulling him closer to me "you still okay with this" he nodded slowly I could see his heart beat through his shirt *here goes all or nothing *I softly placed my hand on his cheek licking my lips before leaned closer and closer until I felt his breath on my lips I places my lips to his immediately my whole body felt like I'm burning my stomach full of butterflies I pressed my lips a bit more to his he placed 1 hand on my chest to hold himself up my body feeling like I touched an electric fence *colby stop * I slowly pulled away an inch letting my eyes closed for a sec I open them looking directly in Sam's eyes "I'm sorry if that was bad that was my first kiss" he whispered "your first kiss" I ask feeling so bad now that he had his first kiss as a test "yes" he said blushing "now I feel so bad" I mumbled " what no why" bc I wouldn't have ask you for a test kiss if I had known " hey its okay colby it was a test for me to" he laughed "and I definitely like boys" he giggled "yeah please tell me what you felt bc I don't have anything to compare it to and technically it also could make the same feeling then with a woman to right god I'm so lost"colby hey deep breath okay I can tell you what I felt" he said making me nod "it was like 1000 butterflies escaped in my body I felt hot and cold I felt a bit dizzy and as if the time stopped" I dident had all off these but some I was hot like I'm burning and I felt like I touched an electric fence "I said looking at him he was smiling"what"I ask confused" that sounds like feelings colby I'm pretty sure you wouldn't have these with people you not interested in gender wise "sooo you think I'm gay" I mean I don't know that you could also be bi so that you like both " you can like both that's even more confusing"