Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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People who love me for me not what I am or have I want to do thinks I want to and love who I want to I walked to my bowl washing me and my hair putting on the clothes my parents bought the people just made it for me of course it had to be fancy and expensive that I look like a damn prince"prince colby do you need any help getting ready" Frieda ask outside the door "no thank you I'm old enough"I hear her sigh walking off I looked in the mirror hating how it looked yes it looked good on me but I don't even want to dress like this have you ever wished to be born in another fam bc I have,I just looked out the window seeing different people walking around and here and there I heard voices or noises but I won't go anywhere until I have to I tell you that I stay until there here,say hey and leave that's it I sit back down on my bed trying to read a book just to dream myself in to another world and this book was so good I already had half of it "prince colby lunch is ready" no thank you still not hungry"prince colby you have to eat something" Frieda said "if you don't want me to yell at you, you better leave I said I don't want anything" I heard her leave talking to someone or herself I don't know returning to my book a little bit later I heard knocking again"prince colby"I heard another voice it was sam so I stood up walking to the door opening it stepping to the side locking it again "colby are you okay"he whispered looking at me I looked at him"you know that I'm not sam" colby you cant go the day without food you will get sick" but I'm so anxious I'm not hungry at all and I want to stay as long as I can" he placed both hands on my cheeks making me close my eyes "colby everything will be okay it's just a party with lots of girls it would be every man's dream he giggled you will be okay I promised you just don't stress you just talking to people nothing more if you don't like them then you don't and I'm in the room or outside one call away okay if it's gets to much step out for a sec everything is okay you got this you are a 17 year old man you are strong you got this"your right I got this im not a child I talk to them a bit and if I don't like them I don't" that's right don't focus on your anxiety colby nothing will happen"thank you sam I can always count on you"i said hugging him"and by the way you look absolutely stunning" he said looking at me"

yeah but I don't like it after this I will never wear it again" I said with a chuckle "I have to go back down now they all arrive in 1,5h your mother was just worried and sendet me I guess they noticed you talk to me he giggled"but please no words what we talk yeah" of course not colby I would never and remember you are okay don't stress nothing will happens if you don't like them you don't that's it and when you have to many people walk away yeah you got this "he said looking in my eyes I nodded he pecked my lips quickly before opening the door" you are okay" he said before closing the door leaving me alone again I just walked around my room sam is so right im a man im not a child who is scared about everything I can do that it's only a bunch of lady's nothing more after some time I heard the first horse carriages meaning the they all come now I don't even know why it has to be 12 it would be way more intimate with 4 or something how should I get to know 12 people in 3 hours I guess the only think I can do go after looks to get a few out what else should I do to know all 12 I need 3 mouth "prince colby the ball has began and everyone is waiting for your entrance" Frieda called "thank you I'm there in 1 min I make my hair" I called I took 1 deep breath walking out of my door hearing so many people talking, walked down the first flight of stairs seeing sam making me happy "you are fine" he mouth smiling making me nod I walked along the hall "here comes prince colby from the kingdom of hearts" the guard called as I walked to the door and in the room my heart was pounting like crazy all the princesses making a curtsy in front of me I greeted every single one from the first sec I could tell I don't like 80% of them some looked like they where 13 and others just not my type there was one that caught my eye immediately she was blond with pale skin and amazing blue eyes "thank you so much everyone for coming I hope we all will have a good time drinks and snacks are on the tables" I said some of them walked directly to the drinks me walking to my father to talk to him "father I have a question" yes son " how is this plant if I know for sure I don't want certain women do they leave or still stay"when you are completely sure then they leave" I nodded I would appreciate that bc that give me the opportunity to focus on the woman I'm interested in "okay so witch one you don't like" all 3 of the brunettes bc they look like 12 I don't want a wife who looks like a child father and the 2 blonds over there I pointed" alright you go talk to the woman I take care off the others "thank you father" I said looking to the door seeing sam we make eye contact for a sec smiling I walk to the blond girl I like "hello what is your name" I ask taking her hand kissing it "I'm Samantha prince colby" nice to meet you how old are you "I'm 16 prince" "sorry if I'm to straight forward but you are very pretty" seeing her blush "thank you prince that is so nice of you" i have to go and talk to the others for a bit but I would really like to deepen our conversation later" that would be my pleasure prince" I smiled walking to the others seeing that all 5 of the other girls where gone..... The next few hours I just talked ate and laughed not thinking I would have so much fun at the moment I was in a conversation with the beautiful blond girl from the start we talked for at least 30 min "prince colby sorry for interrupting but could I talk to you" not now Frieda I just said not looking at her "but" frieda I said not now a bit more Stern seeing her walk away "I'm sorry that was my maid what was the last think you said" that I also hate that I can't do anything at home go out or nothing" damn I guess it's no difference in prince or princess ha I hate that I can't do anything what does being a Prince matter when you feel like prison it's so stupid" prince the other girls are leaving please say good bye " my father said" I'm right back"i told her standing up saying my good byes and thank you's and that I will contact them I walked back to Samantha sitting down "sorry it took a bit longer when do you have to leave" in 20 min the way is pretty long and I don't wanne be out in the dark for to long "I completely understand that are you okay with writing each other letters and visit" yes I would like that prince colby" prince colby can I please talk to you it's very important " Sophie said in front of me" not now I told frieda already " but it is very important" Sophie I said not now can't you see im doing something "sam is gone he quit" she just whispered in my ear quickly I looked at her in disbelief "what did you say when why" 1h ago he just left said he quit and was gone with the stuff he had making me realize I completely ignored him and dident think about him at all today omg I jumped up running out the room and to all the guards "I oder a search for sam all the man we have right now"what prince" you heart me" I yelled"you want to seach for the" for sam yes and that's an order if you don't I will heng you and I don't make fals promises "you heard the prince everyone let's go you 2 go left 3 go right the others straight" you wait here prince colby if he comes back here " what's going on here what's the yelling about" sam just left without saying anything in the dark I ordered a seach " I told my parents in de-stress" you ordered a seach for the maid "my father said I snapped around looking at him with fire in my eyes"we will find your friend son" my mother said tapping my father I was visible shaking walking back