Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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he ask nope nothing it was like kissing a tree or or stone not that she is one I laughed but the same emotions I mean"making him giggle that's when it knocked at the door I looked at sam before walking to it"prince colby"I opend the door seeing Frieda" come in for a sec "I said letting her walk to sam"hey sam you okay"she ask setting the soup on the night table "beside my head hurting yes,I'm sorry Frieda that I just left I feel really bad now and that I made you both worrie from what I heard"hey don't worrie sweetheart we are not mad at all but when you do that again I swear "she told him with a laugh" I won't, tell Sophie I said hey and I'm back when my head feels better" I will and don't rush get better first good night sam good night prince colby "good night Frieda we both said at the same time making us all laugh I let her out locking the door again going back to the bed" so to come back to the talk you want to test if your feeling and emotions are still there "he ask his eyes looked at me" I would love to but your pretty hurt and you should rest "it's to make me feel better you know" he whispered dammit how can I resist these eyes "okay but only a small one and then you eat your soup I came closer to him" yes sir prince "he said sliding his finger tip over my chest making me goosebumps" I would have slepped you for that if that wouldn't have sounded so hot out of your mouth "I said going closer to his lips he placed his hand on the back of my head pulling me down softly that our lips touched andddd I was in heaven again the world stopped all sounds too my whole body on fire letting all the butterflies free nope it's definitely him, my body mind and soul wants him I was about to pull away"1 more min please" he breath hot against my lips I pressed my lips against his again making him grab my hair in to his fist making me groan softly loving the feeling of this sting "prince colby" I heard a whisper with a knock making us jump "1 sec Sophie"I called back but not to loud I looked at sam for a sec before standing up making my hair I unlock the door "yes Sophie" I have something for you "she said looking at me"okay come in "I locked the door walking to my table" okay tell me" I heard them talk about sam and that he is still here and stuff and that they can't talk now but will tomorrow as soon as your parents leave that nobody hears them"I can't believe that, I mean matilda yes but the guard he is here for so many years imagine what he might done in the past what nobody knew oh god but thank you so much we will wait until they leave then we both go down there you give her, her food and tell her nobody is here for the next hour and I listen in, in a spot they don't see so come and get me when you go down " that is an amazing idea prince colby I will do that" okay then it's a plan you can go to bed now " thank you prince colby and get well very soon Sam" she smiled waving I let her out locking the door again "so Matilda is the one behind everything" he ask "I guess so and if there life will end in torture I promise you that I just have to hear that myself that they can't say it's not true, but I go get chanced real quick these clothes are so incredible uncomfortable" making him giggle I stand up grabbing my normal clothes going behind the curtain taking off all this itchy clothes putting on my normal ones feeling so much better I walked back out seeing sam sitting up with the soup bowl in his lab "and is it good" mhmm it's so good " I sit back down on the bed just locking at the wall drifting off to all my thoughts"colby are you okay"i don't know sam all the drama and in between the whole ball and wife think my birthday is soon then Im suppose to be the next king but now I'm 98% sure I like boys or at least way more then girls and what will my parents say what does that mean for the castle it's just so overwhelming "hey hey colby no flipping out now bc first you had enough stress today and sec I can't help you right now so deep breath" good and I told you to not stress about something you don't know yet anyways I also told you the ball will be okay and it was right " I nodded" see everything will be okay nomatter how I will be okay, you will be and we will be one step at the time " but for real how do I tell my parents that and what if they would say I'm not welcome here anymore" then you are 18 and can work and buy you a home and life alone where you can do anything you want that's not that bad either right if they don't except there son how he was born then that's a there problem not a you problem nothing is wrong with you just bc you love someone else and it's also no ones business if they don't see the amazing person you are and only your sexuality then there not friends or family anyway"your right but it's still scary to have to tell that you know it's like you telling everyone you kiss and have sex with man "normal" people don't have to tell anyone you know what what I mean "yes if you say it like that it is stupid but at least you won't have sex that quick right they won't hear you moan tomorrow" making me laugh knowing what he is doing and I'm grateful " your silly sam and I couldn't even if I want to bc I don't have a clue how to even have it" I looked at him chuckling "soooo there are bees and flowers" making me burst out laughing "sammmm stop it" making him laugh as well "I know what sex is just not how and my first time will probably be the last bc the person will laugh or ask what I'm doing" don't be silly colby when you talk to him before then you both know and I'm sure you and him can see and feel what the other likes and not, I mean a body responses to things it likes right and I'm way more anxious about the pain I heared it's so painful and that is scary"oh wow it does omg who in the world wants that "I think it's just for a moment but it's scary and I will definitely only do it with someone I love and who loves me" that's understandable I will to I'm just wondering if it feels like when you... you know " I said scratching my head he giggles" it's okay colby you can talk about this with me I mean we both don't have anyone other I guess the Orgasmus is the same but the sex part is probably better bc it's inside and warm and stuff you know " making me nod" is it stupid to be scared what the person will think about you know how big or small it is I don't know I ask me this a few times what if he or she sees a man and laughs "if someone laughs about someone's body then he or she is ugly anyways at least her character but I get what you saying I think everyone thinks am I big or small down there I think girls probably think the same about her boob's he laughs" yeah probably but what the hell would I do if my sex is for real bad I'm sure sure not everyone is good in Everything "hey don't stress about something like that there is always something you can lern or do better and ifffff someone is really not good there are probably many more ways to make a partner happy in bed" thank you sam that I can talk to you about everything and you don't judge or laugh "no worries colby I would never laugh at peoples questions or thoughts are problems bc see it that way for you it might be stupid, silly or not that important or deep but for the other person it is" yes you are right how are you so wise and intelligent and cute "I smiled seeing him blush" colby stop it "hey its true you so easy to be around you can make me feel safe and at home in a sec you calm me down you are sweet,cute, funny, silly, smart, loving,caring,and pretty" colby stoppp his face now red making me smile god he was so cute "you are all of this to" he whispered "can we be serious for a moment" of course what's wrong " I have a question" he nodded looking at me "do you like me like romantically" he looked down opening his mouth but nothing came out I could see and hear his fight in his head "yes" he whispered still not looking up