Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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"colby please come home to at least taking care of your injuries please please he whispered looking at me pleading I hated how he hurded me but I couldn't deny his pleading god I hate him for the effect he has on me"okay fine" I mumbled hearing sighs of relieve he placed my arm on his shoulder helping me up Thomas on the other side making our way down to the wagen we walked for about 5 min the 2 guards brought me in the carriage sam the 2 maids and my mother got in the guards on the horse as we drove off and that pretty fast I just looked outside but it was so dark I dident see much it was so quiet but I dident care I dident wanted to talk anyways and my foot hurted like hell but for some reason I felt more sad then pain it felt like nothing in my live is happy or good after a while I saw the castle wondering how long I walked soon we where there seeing the doc waiting they both helped me out again and inside and up to my room I dident want to at all but I promised sam,they walked me inside laying me on my bed walking back out the doctor took off my hoodie and it looked bad"I going to get sick Sophie said walking out"that dosent look good I have to stich that up and make leg splints we need warm water"he said Frieda walked off immediately"prince colby you have to take this it will make you a bit drowsy but you won't feel as much"I looked up at sam he looked so concerned and shocked but I could see him regane quickly when I looked at him" everything is okay"he mouth I took a deep breath taking the powder with some water Frieda came back with a bowl of warm water the doc cleaned my foot and poured alcohol on making me loudly hiss"sam"i called feeling like I'm flying he rushed to me holding my hand "you are okay prince I'm here"I feel so weird "everything is okay that's normal breath you are okay" I heard all the instruments and that he moved my leg but I dident feel anything else besides that I felt like I fly in the room and it was cloudy I squeezed his hand "don't be scared you are okay, your almost done you got this remember your strong"Sam's voice always made me feel calmer instantly I just closed my eyes for a sec feeling so tiered passing out.......I woke up to the birds outside and the sun how long did I sleep I looked down seeing my food bandaged feeling at least normal again besides a bit of pain I looked around the room but I was alone but I was so thirsty i slowly sit up limping to the door opening it "can I have some water I called going back to bed sitting down 2 min later Frieda walks in" good morning prince colby are you feeling okay "she ask worried" yes I'm okay and thank you for the water "I'm so glad you feeling okay we all where so worried I mean it sam was crying the whole night" what am I supposed to do Frieda mhmm he dosent love me "oh prince colby he does and more then you think" oh yeah and why would he say what he said then " I ask bc he is not stupid prince he knows your parents would never let that happen" I know but I told him I don't care if I have to leave and life in a tiny house then so it be" I know prince colby but sam is very family orientated he wants you to have your family " but I told him multiple times that my family isent family not every one is happy and stuff he is the first person in 18 years who makes me happy I mean please tell me you can't see it" oh yes I can prince I know you like sam since you went down there for the first time when you told us to give him more food she laughs and as soon as you get nervous or anxious you want him im really sorry I'm not in control here prince I would let you love who you love I really would you to are perfect for each other "thank you Frieda and also as soon as I have my plan I will let you know okay" plan prince colby? " yes I still mean that I don't stay here I probably stay until I can walk again then I leave in a live I want to life" making her look down " I will really miss you prince you are the only light for us here too you know" she said I just hugged her "thank you for everything you did for me I will never forget that I promise" I said pulling away seeing her wipe her eyes quickly "if you don't need anything I would go back to the kitchen"yes I'm Frieda what is sam doing right now is he okay" he is in the kitchen peeling potatoes and let's say he is very sad he feels so horrible for you and what he said he just wanted you happy even if you see it otherwise" I looked down can you send him up to me tell him I need a tea "she smiled I will I bring you lunch later if you want" yes please thank you Frieda "she nodded walking out closing the door I leaned back in my bad sitting up placing my glas on the nightstand looking out the window seeing birds fly by wishing I could be one just being free I got ripped out of my thoughts when a knock sounded at the door "prince colby I have your tea"come in the door is open " I called he opend the door closing it walking to me placing the teacup down seeing his eyes where so red and he had bags under his eyes" are feeling okay prince "yes I'm okay sam thank you" he nodded Is there anything else I can do for you? "he ask" yes please can I get a hug"i ask knowing he probably needs it more then me he nodded sitting down wrapping his arms around my torso I wrapped mine around him he was so tens I pulled him up placing him in my lap making him gasp I tightened my hold a bit "let it go Sammy"i whispered in his ear making him burst out crying like a Damm has broken I just wrapped my arms tighter around him his cries making my heart hurt I run my hand softly down his back closing my eyes" it's okay sam let it all go" c-colby I-I" "shhhhhh it's okay".... "Im so sorry" he sobbed making my heart break a tear rolled down my cheek "Samuel where are you" i hearted a yell from my mother making sam immediately sit up and going off of me he wipes his eyes taking a breath he opened the door "I'm there in a sec I was bringing prince colby some tea" he called "sam" I said making him turn around "please come to my room after your done and before bed please" okay prince " he said walking out leaving me more sad then before not knowing what to do anymore I couldn't just sit here I know I should but I can't I at least wants some fresh air I slowly stood up limping carefully to my door and out of my room I sit down and buttslide down the stairs it's much quicker when I was down I stood up walking in the hall"prince colby what are you doing here"I'm okay can you just help me outside to the bench please I want some air"of course prince"guard Thomas said waking with me to the side of the castle where we had a few benches sitting me down "thank you" he nodded if you need anything prince call me " I will" sitting there looking in the sky seeing birds fly by a few tiny clouds the sun on my body felt so good I leaned back closing my eyes just listening to the nature it felt so relaxing why didn't I sit here more often "prince colby" I heard a voice behind me making me jump not expecting it "I'm sorry prince colby I just wanted to tell you lunch is ready" it was sam "im not really hungry sam go and get yourself something" I said softly "I'm not really hungry too" he answered "come and sit with me for a sec" I patted the place beside me he sit down looking at me lean back close your eyes and look up a bit he leaned back closing his eyes "now take a deep breath and listen to the nature" seeing him breath slowly "you feel the warm sun on your face Sammy" yeah he whispered opening his eyes "I have to go back now prince thank you for the lovely break" no worries hey and don't forget"i said I won't he said walking off going back inside I sigh leaning back again thinking about what to do and what I really want thinking about the last few years and months and that I was never that happy before as with sam he knows when I'm sad angry or anxious he is the only one who can calm me down he makes me happy and feelings I never felt before he