Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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safe point"I will not ask them I oder that I need you in a giant room with so many people colors music everyone wants to talk to me"I said as he sits down"you will be okay colby it's only tomorrow and it's just a few hours of talking to them everything will be okay I promise"he said pecking my lips having bin sneaking around the last few days feeling more and more like I want and need sam but I just don't know if I'm gay or no if I want is to be friends or relationship or situationship or anything I wanted to wait until to tomorrow to have my head free again and to think about what to do next"but I really don't want to sam I really don't it's not the woman or party I'm just not the person to be a prince or king for real I want freedom and doing what I want I don't want tell people what to do and don't do anything on my own I never can go anywhere and if I'm gay I'm know for sure my parents don't let me have a bf or husband "hey but if they kick you out your free it's at least something good then "yeah besides then I don't have you anymore bc you are here"don't be silly colby I'm only here bc of you and I won't leave you alone then never you Safed me and I owe you my life"omg that is the cutest think someone has ever said"can we please talk after your work, for a bit I know you will probably be so tired but I really need someone today before tomorrow"don't worrie colby of course I will now take a little nap for your headache I have to go back to the kitchen "thank you sam I hope you know how much I appreciate you"he smiled packing my lip one last time see you later colby he said before walking out leaving me alone in a dark room with my thoughts I just closed my eyes to sleep for a few min to get away my headache I have soon I just fell asleep

I woke up and looked around seeing it had to be dark out because I dident see any light comes in the room I set up feeling my head dident hurt anymore I was glad about that but now I want to know what the time is bc I wanted to talk to sam so I walked out of my room and downstairs and all the way to the kitchen"prince colby"all 3 said "are you feeling better sam ask"yes I do I was just wondering how long I slept"it is 7 prince bit if your hungry we make you something"that would be very nice thank you and I take some wine to please don't tell my parents "I whispered they all made the mouth closed motion making me laugh"thank you guys you are the best I hope you know that without you nobody here would be happy and also how much more do you have to do" I ask we are done we where just about to eat something"alright then do that first and Sam you bring me my plate please before going to your room I have to give you your book"yes prince colby "alright I see you all tomorrow have a good night"good night prince colby "they said before I walked out and back up to my room closing the door...... After what felt like forever a knock sounded at my door I opened it and immediately smiled he walked in placing the wine and food on my table I locked the door turning to him and opened my arms he giggled running in to them immediately feeling calm I just can't describe it did you ever had someone where you just feel at peace"thank you for always being there for me" hey I have to thank you colby I mean if we are being proper for a sec I'm friends with a prince that's crazy do you even know how many people would kill for that "he giggled making me shake my head" yeah and that's exactly the point I'm being friends with you bc you don't wanne be friends just bc I am a prince "I said making him smile I sid down puring me a glass of wine" mhmmm you brought me strawberry's my favorite "I knew you would love it I told Sophie to bring some from the market for you"God you are so sweet I would just kiss you"is this a threat,a promise or an offer "he said I looked at him as he already looked at me with innocent eyes" what if it's an oder from a prince" then I have to prince colby" he said biting his lip making me feel hot again immediately I mean we screwed around with each other the last few days but I'm definitely not sure anymore if this is a friend with sometime making out or if there is a relationship coming but all I know that I need him and he is my home but also so beautiful "okay then I order to make out with me in my bed right now" "yes sir" he said walking to the bed I took a strawberry eating it while walking to the bad on the other side I licked my lips while looking in to his eyes "with touching or without touching"I whispered please with I love your hand on my neck "he mumbled Crawling over to me making me insane"and you have to kiss me rough prince colby I was very bad"he whispered against my lips.. I crashed my lips against his grabbing the side of his neck pulling him to me more feeling him shatter he wrapped his arms around me for the first time ever holding the back of my shirt his nails strechting my back a bit making me groan softly I pushed him down the bed laying on top of him not thinking at all anymore pushing my tongue in his mouth running my tongue over the roof of his mouth making him shake I sucked his tongue in to my mouth sucking hard causing him to track his nails down my back hard making me groan from all the butterflies I felt, just playing with his tongue bits of our saliva was running down our mouth now but I dident care at all it was like I couldn't stop and I didn't wanted to I run the tip of my tongue over his lips slightly biting it after his nails digging deeper and deeper in to my skin driving me crazy I slowly pulled away half an inch"you want to stop"I ask against his lips breathing heavily "no,you?" hell no I said sucking on his lips before kissing him softer this time disconnecting and reconnecting slowly "mhmm"he hummed making me goosebumps he opened his mouth again slightly letting our tongues dance again I felt like I was heavily on drugs my head loopy and spinning my body almost numb after what felt like forever we pulled away to breath my forehead resting on his just breathing and letting the play in my body a little longer"woah"he whispered but more to himself in my mind I thought yeah woah is right"are you okay" yeah " he said his eyes still closed I pulled away a bit when he opend his eyes they where sparkling like the sun hitting the ocean I sit up not wanting to make him uncomfortable when I lay on top of him the whole time"you want some water to" yes please he answered..... "but I should probably leave now to sleep I have to be up at 6 and start at 7 for your big day"he said making me so nervous "oh okay"i said feeling so incredible anxious he slowly walked over to me just hugging me my heart was beating so fast"how about this he pulled away looking at me"i stay with you in bed until you fell asleep"really omg yes please" making him smile go chance real quick I wait in bed "he said walking off so I chanced real quick in my sleep pants and took off my shirt walking to the bed going under the blanket he holds his arm up for me to lay on his my arm over his stomach hearing his slow and steady heartbeat making me instantly calmer he run his fingertips through my hair softly "you will be okay colby I promise" he whispered he was just humming I song softly causing me to close my eyes I opend them everytime but letting them close after a while not fighting against it anymore just listening to his heartbeat until I fell asleep
Next day
I woke up to voices outside making me groan "prince colby you have to come down for breakfast now" I'm not hungry thank you "i called staying in bed a little longer today is the day in a few hours I have to choose a wife or I have to do this in a few weeks again will they ever understand that this will never work yes I have a wife then but will probably never be happy ever a live without love sounds so depressing I sit up slowly just looking around my room never noticed that I don't need any of this I want to be happy and free