Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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helped me so much and I feel like I did not nearly as much for him thats when I saw the sun going down slowly damn it already had to be 4 or something how long did I sit here it dident felt like that long at all I stood up slowly walking around the corner when Thomas sees me"prince colby don't walk alone"he rushed over helping me up the stairs it was very difficult and to my room "thank you"i said smiling"no worries prince"oh could you please tell the kitchen I want dinner in my room please I don't feel like walking down again"yes of course prince"I nodded walking in my room closing the door behind me sitting down on my bed putting my blanket over me and taking some off the medicine the doctor left I leaned back taking my book to finish reading it but it was so hard to concentrate everything reminded me of sam or do I make that up in my head I don't know I shook my head focusing on my book.... By now I'm almost done only 3 more pages "prince colby I have your dinner"a knock sounded"come in sam"i called he opend the door looking at me before closing the door placing the plate down "thank you sam when do you think your done today" I ask actually from now on "Frieda and Sophie told me to go they can finish alone" "okay could you please lock the door then" I ask of course " he said walking of locking the door walking back to me" here sit down " he hesitated but then sat down" how are you feeling sam"im okay colby " he answered looking down I placed my finger under his chin making him look at me" how are you feeling"ask again looking in to his eyes seeing his lip quivered"i feel so gilty" he whispered"and I'm really sorry for what I said I just thought it would just be better for you I dident meant anything bad, I feel like if I dident have said that you wouldn't have run off and got so hurt" I placed both of my hands on his cheek "sam this is not your fault I would still had walked away yours just hurted the most bc I thought we understood us but I thought the whole day today and I feel like I dident nearly as much for you as you for me" he looked at me "what you did so much for me you saved my life you gave me a job food and a warm bed and the most important you where so nice to me when someone dident do enough then it's me"he said"you gave me so much more then you can ever imagine, you gave me happiness,care, love,I could always count on you and you always make me feel better and relaxed bc you seem to know me without any word" he looked down smiling "but - but you dident just like me bc you felt like you had to after I helped you right"he looked at me" I mean at the start I dident like you bc I dident know you but over time you grew closer and closer to my heart I would never pretend to like someone bc they did something for me, grateful yes but not love " he answered I looked in to his eyes directly"do you love me"he all off the sudden stands up "colby I-we-they" I stood up as well going to him grabbing his arm"no sam do YOU love me"he looked so nervous and anxious maybe I shouldn't have ask that "okay I understand"I nodded letting him go"you can leave now" I whispered sitting down"colby"no - no please just leave " I heard the door opening and closing breaking down in tears feeling so heartbroken again not knowing anything anymore I really thought he likes me too did my mind really made that all up I mean we where sexual and kissed and... But I guess that all goes without loving someone I limped to the chair pulling the chair to my window sitting down just looking out it was beautiful the moon was out and so many stars I guess now I have to think about what to do, do I want become a king and just marry someone bc it dosent matter anyways bc let's be honest neither of the girls loves me bc we don't even know each other or do I move faw away and start a normal life for a normal 18 year old I have to make a decision either way I mean 1 positive think is when I'm the king I can chance thinks to the way I want but will this makes me happy I just looked outside again wishing I could just go on the walk at night it would be so peaceful and quiet I jumped when it suddenly knocked without someone saying anything I slowly walked to the door opening it seeing Frieda holding sam he was sobbing and heavily breathing making me feel so horrible I looked at her she looked at me pleading to do something I grabbed sam and pulled him up that his legs where around my waist I dident care at all about my foot in that moment"thank you"she mouth before walking away I locked the door walking to my bed sitting down "i-I-I" he started but he was breathing so fast and his heart was more then racing "shhhhhh sam shhhh take deep breath with me please you know how that goes" in slowly out, in slowly out I breathe with him "I placed his hand on my chest to feel my heart beat" concentrate on my heart, he did what I told him a few times "your doing amazing and again slowly out" after about 5 min I could feel his heartbeat slowing down and his breathing evening he pulled away looking at me his eyes so red and puffy his face beatred"colby I love you - I love you" he whispered looking in my eyes "please sam I'm begging you, please just say that when you mean it"I whispered "colby I mean it I love you with everything I have" feeling my eyes water "colby please don't cry it is okay if you do.." I just placed my lips in to his pouring every inch of love I have in to it "I love you sam - I love you" i whisper against his lips kissing him passionately feeling my lips getting more and more wet until I realized we both where crying I pulled away looking at him eyes red but still so blue tears rolling down his cheeks but he slightly smiles "say it again sam please" I love you so much "making me smile while tears where dripping down my face still I felt like I was in a dream I laid down pulling him down with me kissing him softly again growing more and more passionate running my tongue along his lip he opens his mouth for me to enter I explored every inch of his mouth savoring the feeling and taste placing my hands on his hips,I pulled away kissing along his jawline to the base of his neck making his breathing quicken I kissed my way up to his ear "who do you love"i whisper hot in to his ear seeing goosebumps appearing"you,I love you"he Wimpered a bit making me suck hard on his neck he pressed his whole body in to me causing me to bite down "do you love me"i breathed against his neck" yes - yes colby I love you "he almost moaned I sucked a little harder and longer making the spot nice and purple he grabbed my hair in to his fist pulling on it slightly I pulled away licking over it with the tip of my tongue making him shiver touching my foot in the process" ouch"i hissed a bit "omg I'm sorry colby I dident mean to" he said placing his leg to the other side "no-no it's okay look at me" he looked at me "do you want to be my boyfriend I whispered not leaving his eyes seeing his internal fight" no sam, do you want to be my boyfriend " he nodded" yes"
"yes" I smiled making him nod I pulled him in to my arms hugging him so tight "colby I can't breathe" sorry I'm sorry Im just so happy" I said kissing all over his face making him giggle "I love you-I love you" i whisper against his lips pressing them softly against his running my fingertip along the back of his neck making his breath hitch I pulled away looking at him smiling "and just as side note that also means you don't work anymore and move to my room you are my bf now so your not a maid anymore" I said happy seeing him pound "what's wrong Sammy" but-but I like cooking and baking and talk with the girls "you can still go to the girls and talk and you also can bake for me but not as a house maid anymore but you can do other things now for example help me with clothes bc I don't know anything about it or with making decisions bc I don't know shit" I laughed making him giggle "but-but what if your parents" I placed my finger on his lips