Wedding Diary | FirstKhaotung

Episode 14

First's pov:

"So? What are you gonna do? The man has apartment in the same building! Off course he'll bumb into Khaotung more often..." Bright shrugs.

"I am staying here for two years since I left my father's house and never bumped into him....not even once....and now? He suddenly is everywhere and it's been just a week!" I whine. I hate to see him around ever since last week's incident!

Honestly ever since that incident happened, we often see Force in either elevator or in the gym or in the parking or in the loby. Off course he stops and hugs and chats with Khao. I cant stop khao! Who am I to stop him?! His p'Force is his phi ever since his childhood!

I was okay with it. Also at least trying to be okay But yesterday we were talking and Khao told me he even had confessed his feelings for Khao at one point???? But they never really dated or did anything due to his family. Ever since he told me this, I am not able to be okay with it anymore. Every time Force tries to talk to him, I feel he's gonna take him away. I feel frustrated. I feel angry.

He left Khao and didn't do anything to get him. Now it's the past. What is he even doing now? What makes him think that this time his family won't interfere?

"Oh you are so jealous man!" Bright laughs.

"I am not jealous!!! I just think getting Khao out of that house is useless if he is gonna keep meeting him" I defend myself.

"Maybe Force isn't like View and rest of her family?" Bright questions.

That makes me more angry! Because in that case I don't have any reason to stop Khao. right?

"That's not the point!!" I said in frustration.

"Then what's the point First? See I can't help you if you are not honest with me!" Bright turns my face to face him. I sigh. He is right. It's selfish of me not telling him and expect him to understand me. But I am not ready to confess or commit to anything. I need to understand my feelings more before I say anything. Lot of people are involved in this. I know what Bright is suggesting but I can't say it yet.....I know I have newly formed feelings for Khaotung but I am not sure if its love or am I just feeling pity for the boy? How far I am willing to go for him? What if I misunderstand what I am feeling! I never said these things to anyone before! I always dated casually or later was too busy to even date! And now....now I am engaged! I need to think carefully before confessing anything. I just need some time!

My silence is evident. So bright sighs. "Ok! fine! I think I know what can we do!"

I smile. I knew he would help. "I am listening" I say.

"See we can hire someone to keep Force away!" Bright suggests. "Really? someone would be interested doing that?" I ask as I am not sure about this.

"Oh yes! if you pay them well. Remember the guy I hired to escort Mr. Tazari last year?"

"yeah that nasty old man! I'll never forget how he was trying to hog our clients" I remember telling Bright to tail him.

"I had hired this guy to tail him last time! we can rehire him to flirt with Force so Force will not focus on Khaotung!"

"But will he do that? Tailing someone is different than flirting with someone? what if he already has a partner?" I ask as I am still not sure about this.

"What do you think?" Bright smirks as he tosses a card to me. "Anything services part-time worker" I read loudly. "Really? anything services?" I raise a brow. "Yup...you can hire them to do anything!! From being electrician to being a chauffer or from a cook to nurse....."