Wedding Diary | FirstKhaotung

Episode 11

Khao's pov:

I am ready to go out of her room when she stops me. "Khao come over here..." She taps on the bed near her. Oh no. This is not good.

I slowly walks to her as she sits up pulling my arm, making me sit by her side. She cups my face and looks into my eyes. I try to guess her mood. She doesn't seem angry. That's a good sign. She sighs, "Why are you not some businessman's son, khao?"

What the hell is she thinking now? I stay silent. "I am gonna miss you khao. I don't remember doing anything without you. Whatever I need, you are always hereby. And you are sooo nice and sweet...." she stops as she leans forward, brushing her forehead against by neck. Smelling me. I feel tickles on my torso as her breaths fan over it.

"Ms View, are you really sending me to khun First's house?" I ask in low voice, almost inaudible. But I need to know!

"I don't know Khao. But I might have to. He specifically wants you to be there." She seems to be lost in some thoughts for a bit but then she continues, "Why do you have to work so hard and show your talents Hmm?" She again looks at me but still doesn't get angry or mad at me. It's so unlike her. I suddenly remember her during the starting days when I got here. She wasn't rude to me back then.

"I am sorry" I apologize. She shakes her head and tugs my hair behind my ear. "You are really so sweet that everyone always wants you. Phi'Earth from the university, even phi'Force and now First too?" She sighs.

"Ms View phi'earth and I never-"

"I know! But he had liked you khao, back then. He would have confessed to you in library if I hadn't told p'Force and make him interrupt you two" she blurts out.

What?? How does she know about this! I look at her with a shock. Is this for real?

"That time I thought p'Force only cared for you as phi and nothing more. But later I found he wanted to date you too!"

Why is she telling me this now? It doesn't going to make any difference. She was the one who told Mr. Dollar about me and P'Force. She was the one why my debt go increased and why I am still here stuck with them.

"But the truth is Khao, I fucking love you!" She leans again and pecks my lips. My eyes widens as I hear the words coming out of her mouth. Am I dreaming some weird shit?

What is she even talking about? Is she drunk? No I don't remember she had any alcohol earlier. And she seems sober, her speech is clear too.

"Ms. View, Did I do something wrong? Anything happened?" I ask with caution, still not processing what just she said.

"No Khao you didn't do anything. Only thing you did wrong is being born in poor family. If you were born in approved family, I would have married you by now! We would have made the best couple you know!" She hugs me caressing my back.

I try to process the sudden confession which is full of insult actually. But she said she loved me? How's that possible! I always though the reason she was mean to me is because her brother liked me and she thought I tried to seduce him. But now she is telling me she was rude to me because she was jealous of me and p'force?

"I tried to keep you by my side khao. I thought you will know why! But you are so naive and dumb" she pulls back, boo-ping my nose. I remain silent.

"I loved you from very long back. But I didn't say anything because I knew nothing can ever happen between us. Father won't allow. Plus you, me and p'Force we grew up together. I thought it will be weird if I confess. But p'Force didn't bother to think of anything. He went for you. And he got you! I was so mad. You need to understand me Khao." There is awkward silence in the air.