Chapter 20: Just an Update on Life

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What's up, world! I just got home from my dumb ass school, and let me just say, "I hate it." I thought I was totally fine with the whole "Academy" thing, but I realized how much I didn't like it once I got in my car. Yeah... It's tolerable... but honestly, I feel like I'm not myself anymore. My patience is hanging by a thred right now.... It's like a bomb, hanging right in front of you. Once you touch it... it blows up in yourself.... Well, I'm that bomb.... I'm that thing to avoid. I thought I would make my mom proud of me for once... by going to the school she wanted me to go to... but now, I feel like shit every single fucking day... maybe not all the time, but not a day goes by without me hurting a little more inside... High school was supposed to be tough... yes. But it's not the classes or the teachers that are breaking me. What's breaking me, my friends, is the little part of me that just wants to scream and run out of there. Do I seem like a girl that should be in honors classes? No. Do I seem like the type of person that's held together? Clearly not.... Well, nobody seems to notice anything, so I should be fine, right? Right! Because as long as no one notices how miserable I am, I can keep decieving myself.... I guess that's all I have for you guys this week... I'm sorry for updating so late all the time, but like I said, my life is currently a peice of shit. I'll talk to you guys next time... I guess. Peace. ✌

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