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May's POV

"So how was the match?", Matty asks.
I am laying on my bed, talking to Matty on the phone.
"It was great! We had much fun, thank you again!"
I can feel Matty smiling.
"I'll do everything for you love, you know that!"
I blush, gosh why does he always do this to me?

"How is Chelsea?"
"Ugh seriously? You are asking for my girlfriend?"
"Yup!", I fake the enthusiasm.
Of course it bothers me to ask for her, but we need to go on with our trade.
"I mean you did something for me and now it's my turn isn't it?"
"I guess", he grumbles.
"Well Chelsea is fine, she will visit me tomorrow."
"Great! What will you guys do?"
"I will probably fuck her and tell her that I am in love with somebody else after..."
"Matty?!"
"Calm down May! I am joking!"

But it wasn't a joke for me. I hate the fact that we could not be together only because we can't live without our partners.
By the way, I think Chelsea seems to be in love with Matty, so I won't steal him!
"That's not funny?"
"So? What do you think it is for me? The girl I love is together with a boy who hurts her every fucking day and I am on the end of the world and can't do anything!!"
"It's not like that and you know that?"
"Oh and how is it then? Are you madly in love with this fucker? Are you enjoying getting hit just for his fucking pleasure? Tell me!"

Now I am on the verge of tears.
"Matty please stop!"
"No! Fuck! I can't! I want you to be mine and not his! Fuck Chelsea, I need you more than her!"
"No, no you don't need me! She was your friend for ages and we just met..."
"Do you think I care about that?", Matty shouts.
"But I do!"
We both stay silent for a few minutes.
"Maybe it was a mistake to call you", Matty mumbles.
"Maybe..."
He inhales sharply.
"Bye May", and he hangs up.

Matty's POV

"Ten seconds till you go on stage!"

"Chelsea will be there tomorrow!", George's shouting.
"I know!"
I inhale the smoke of the joint one last time and pass it to Ross.
"You alright then?"

"Boys go!"

Owing an answer to George, we enter the stage.
I put on the guitar and look at the boys. We have come that far together!
It's amazing!
Then my eyes wander to the screaming crowd. Girls jumping around, holding up signs and shouting our names.

I look at George and we start playing Head. Cars. Bending....

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The next morning a knock on my door, wakes me up.
I nearly fall out bed and stumble to the door.

"Hi babe!", Chelsea, dressed in a white dress enters.
She hugs me and strokes my hair.
When our lips crashed, I know something is going on.
Why is she so happy?
"Love, how are you?"
"Ahh come on lover boy, don't play like nothing is going on...", she beams.
Uhm what??
"I am sorry?"
"No babe don't be! I am looking forward to it and I have to go shopping before tonight."
"Tonight?"
"Yeah, excuse me..."
Chelsea walks in the bathroom.
What the fuck?

Suddenly my phone is buzzing.
Thank me later;)

May?!

"Matty, how did you know I wanted to see Ed Sheeran live? I would have never imagined you will buy me tickets and yesterday I got a call from Jamie."
"Jamie knows?"
"Yeah..uhm you have told him haven't you?"
"Yes, sorry...I have forgotten it."
"Well then...I will take a shower. Maybe we can go out tonight?"
"Yeah of course!"

I wait till she steps in the shower then I grab my phone and leave my room.
The hotel lobby is a nice quiet place and I click through my phone to May's number.

"Hello?" May's tired voice sounds.
"Why have you done that?"
"What?"
"The tickets! Where did you get the tickets from?"
"Matty, calm down. That's not your business!"
"It fucking is!! Did you talk to Jamie about it?"
"Matty listen-"
"Don't tell me to fucking listen! Spill!!"
"Yes okay?! I told Jamie that I need tickets because you forgot it! Okay?"
"You didn't tell him about us?"
"What? No! Why should I do that? For gods sake Matty you knew I will organise something for you and Chelsea!", she shouts shocked.
"I am sorry May...I-"
"No! Don't you dare!! Now you shut the fuck up and listen to me!!"
She is upset now you can tell.

"You're always like that and it pisses me off!! I thought we wanted to help each other but here you are mad again and destroy everything and everyone around you! Why are you doing this all the time? You are a fucking rockstar, you can have every girl you want and everything you want!! What's wrong with you?"

"I am tired and I hate my life off stage...I'm tired of my life as you are of yours!", I mutter and hang up the phone before May could say anything.

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Ohhh what is happening here guys?;)
Well finally I updated it took me ages, or it felt like ages haha^^

I really want the boys to come up with a new single, or an interview just anything ahhh....

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Much love, Sarah xx